Forth Beam short stories 2

Old love, new love (part 4)

Beam's P.O.V.

We sat down on the couch each with a drink in hand. After we had dinner I had sobered up since we hadn't had that much to drink. Now we were more comfortable around each other. I sat down next to him and we started chatting again.

"I'm still curious. How did you know who I was? I don't remember us having met in college." I said realizing he was supposed to be a stranger even if he didn't feel like he was.

"We did meet each other once. I think it was at the end of our first year. I had a fight and we were left pretty bruised up. Most of my gang was. You and your friends found us. You cleaned my wounds that day and scolded me for fighting. I didn't say anything to you. After that, I asked around for your name. But by then I also found out you were starting a relationship with Mew." He explained.

"So you liked me back then?" I asked feeling my heart beating rapidly he shrugged.

"Doesn't matter now does it." he said.

"I wanna know." I said and he didn't budge.

"How did you know who I was?" He asked changing the subject.

"Who didn't back then? No one wanted to mess with the engineering guys or their leader. You were pretty popular if you didn't know." I answered. There was a pause and I was thinking how to get him to admit he liked me back then.

"Don't remind me about that. So many fights." He said thinking back. It wasn't that long ago only a little more than a year has passed since we graduated.

"Do you regret it?" I asked.

"I don't. I still think every time I fought I had a valid reason to do it. I didn't like the attention it brought though." he said.

"Yeah right. You had girls and guys throwing themselves at you." I rolled my eyes.

"But the one I wanted wasn't available." he said looking at me straight in the eyes. I gulped getting nervous.

"Still it must have been nice." I said and he raised an eyebrow.

"I guess it was. Kind of annoying too sometimes. Didn't matter to me anyways." He said nonchalantly but I could see the sadness in his eyes even if it was for a second. I put my hand on top of his who was resting on top of the cushion. I tried to comfort him by rubbing circles on the back of his hand.

"It must have been hard. Do you regret not chasing after that person?" I asked curiously.

"I do. Things could have been so different. But the past is in the past." he said and I nodded. "Let's change the subject We've had enough sadness for today." he said and I nodded.

"You're right. The past is in the past. I like that." I said. Today I was leaving behind my relationship with Mew. Forth grabbed my hand that was still on top of his and interlocked our fingers. I just let him not thinking much about it.

"When do you have to go back to work?" he asked.

"Tomorrow night." I said and he nodded.

"Another drink then?" he asked letting go of my hand.

"Sure." I said my attention focused on how I missed the warmth of his hand. Will I see him after I have to leave tomorrow? I will miss him. It feels like I've been single for so long. These past couple of months I barely saw Mew. One of us always had something to do in our free time that we barely managed to get a meal in between. We could have made time for each other if we wanted but we didn't. This was over long before today we just didn't accept it. Forth has shown me more love and care in two days than he ever did. Somehow I kind of wish it was him I met back then instead of Mew. Forth came back and handed me a glass. I was aware of how he sat closer to me.

"What's on your mind?" he asked.

"You." I blurted out and he raised an eyebrow at me.

"I was just gone for a minute and you already miss me?" He asked coming closer and I felt my face heat up.

"Of course not you idiot!" I said putting my palm on his cheek and turning him away from me. He laughed.

"Yeah right admit it. You will miss me when you leave." He said and I was about to hit him but he was ready catching my wrist mid-air.

"You jerk." I said pulling my wrist which he didn't let go of. I tried to hit him with my other hand but he catched that one too.

"Too predictable and way too slow." He laughed and I glared at him. I tried to break free of his hold but it was useless he wasn't budging. By now we were facing each other. He had an annoying smirk and I was trying and failing to look mad. I decided instead of pulling forward to break free I was about to pull towards him. He apparently had another idea because this time when I was about to pull he let go. It was too late to stop myself so I ended up landing on top of him. My face was crunched against his hard chest. Out of embarrassment I quickly pulled myself up but I only made it worse since in the process of regaining my balance I ended up straddling him. He looked up at me wide-eyed. I looked down at his surprised face. Having him so close made my heart beat faster again. We stared at each other for a second too long. I caressed the side of his face with one of my hands.

"I will miss you a lot." I said sincerely. I felt him place his hands on my waist and I couldn't decipher the look in his eyes. I just noticed him looking down at my lips for a brief second before looking away. I didn't like that his attention being elsewhere so I leaned in and placed a kiss on his cheek. He was frozen for a second before he turned to look back at me. I hesitated for a second but then thought fuck it and kissed him on the lips. He was surprised for a second before pulling me closer and deepening the kiss. I unbuttoned his shirt my hands roaming all over his chest.

"Beam." He said in a warning tone when we separated but I shut him off with another kiss. This time he in one swift movement had me lying on the couch and now he was on top.

"Are you sure about this?" He asked moving to place kisses on my neck occasionally sucking on a spot. I stopped him for a second to make him look me in the eye.

"I want this." I said sincerely. He kissed me again this time more fiercely. He took off my shirt too and I felt his hands all over my back until they reached my pants. It was torture how slowly he unbuckled my jeans and pulled them off. He then started to trail kisses from starting just above the waistline of my boxer until he reached my nipple and sucked on it. I pulled on his hair making him look at me and kiss me again. 

"Let's take this to the bed." He said tapping on my thigh which I took as a sign to wrap my legs around his torso. He swiftly picked me up. This time I was the one trailing kisses down his neck until I knew I found his soft spot by the moan that escaped his mouth. I started sucking and licking on the spot until he lost his concentration and almost let me fall before reaching the bed. When he finally placed me in the middle of the bed he turned to look at me.

"You are going to pay for that." He said in a husky seductive voice.

"Oh, I sure hope so." I said licking the spot I just marked. Needless to say, I did pay the price several times. But it was worth it.

A.N.

I tried writing the sex scene but I cringe so hard hahaha. Why does it have to be so awkward? Also, I'm a girl so it feels like I don't even know what the fuck I'm saying. Anyways let's continue on.