Is it love? (Part 15 the end)

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Beam's P.O.V.

"Beam, Forth left this morning." She said and I was shocked.

"Where did he go? I will go after him." I said and she shook her head.

"He doesn't want to see you right now." She said and I sighed.

"He's just being stupid we need to talk. Where is he?" I asked and she looked at me with pity.

"I can't tell you. Nobody here can." She said and I was shocked.

"What? Why?" I asked.

"That his prize. That's what he asked for winning." She said and I sighed.

"Are you serious? So what am I never going to see him again?" I asked scared.

"Just a little while. He wants some time apart. Said it's for your own good. That you can think about your feelings without him in the way." She said.

"How much is a little while? When can I see him again?" I asked and she shrugged.

"He didn't say just said that he will call when he's ready to hear your answer." Said mom.

"What? No! This isn't up to him only! I'm part of this I should have a say! I'm going to call him." I said heading upstairs to look for my phone.

"He blocked your number and we aren't allowed to lend you our phones." She said.

"Ugh that asshole how could he? This isn't helping anyone! Are you all really going to stick to the stupid rules?" I asked mom.

"Yeah we are it's only fair. I also think is for the best. Things have been awful between you two. Maybe some time away from each other is all you need." She said and I just left to my room.

I can't believe this. This all sounds like a cruel joke. He just up and left. I don't have anything to think about. The only thing I will do is miss him. Ugh I should've done a better job. I get that he's doubtful but I'm so mad. I laid in bed feeling an array of emotions but I was mostly angry that he left. It was a while before someone knocked on the door.

"I don't want to talk to anyone." I said annoyed.

"Come on, maybe we can help you." Said Lam and I instantly stood up to open the door. I let them in.

"Did he tell you anything before leaving?" I asked and they looked at me the same as my mom. With pity.

"He thinks he's doing you a favor like always. In his mind you spending time away from him will make you realize you don't really love him. He will call when he's ready to hear you don't love him like that." Explained Lam.

"What?!? That can't happen!" I said.

"Beam tell us sincerely. Are you sure you love him? You could be confused with everything that happened." Said Park talking for the first time since he entered my room.

"I am, I have thought about it already. He makes me happy and I just want to spend my life beside him. I was confused at the start of summer. Because I could have him beside me there was no need to get romantically involved. I just thought it would complicate things and I was content with what we had. I was so afraid that I did all those stupid things and hurt both of us. But then came Wayo and brought out my jealousy. I realized that if he were to be with someone else he wouldn't be by my side like I wanted him to. That's when I realized and even if it brought problems I don't regret kissing him that day. Because it solidified my thoughts. I really love him because if I didn't I wouldn't have enjoyed the kiss as much as I did. After that I just wanted to have him by my side all the time. But we were fighting. I didn't know how to show my love for him because all I wanted was to kiss him, and hug him, and cuddle with him. But he reacted badly to the kiss so I thought I couldn't display my affection to him because he would push me away. I didn't know how else to do it though and I just thought about the way he loved me. The little things he always did for me I wanted to do for him I didn't thought he would get mad. I don't know how else could I possibly show to him I'm serious. But I won't give up even if we fight a thousand times more, even if he pushes me away every time. Because he's worth it." I said sincerely letting everything out of my chest. Is everything I have been wanting to tell him. I looked down trying to hide the tears that were threatening to fall.

"You heard that asshole. He really loves you! Stop wasting your time." Said Park and I quickly looked up. Park was on his phone. I quickly snatched it from him and saw Forths face. He looked like he was crying.

"Forth! You better come home right now!" I said and he just smiled whipping his tears.

"I'm sorry, I was being stupid. I will come back." He said and I sighed relieved. He hung up and I handed the phone back to Park.

"Thank you." I said and he nodded.

"Admittedly I wasn't your biggest fan at first but then I could tell you both love each other. Just don't hurt him again he doesn't deserve it." He said and I nodded.

"I won't ever hurt him again." I said and he smiled.

It was a couple of hours before Forth arrived. I was anxiously waiting for him. When I heard his car pull over I ran downstairs. Both mom and Forths mom looked at me confused and followed to see what was happening. I didn't care I just jumped on Forth when he stepped out of his car. He laughed catching me and hugging me tightly.

"Guess I can't stay away from him." Said Forth and our moms laughed.

"You two will be the death of us." Said mom before they walked away.

"I'm sorry Beam I just I thought you were forcing things when I noticed you acting differently. I always think of the worst when it comes to you. All I wanted was for you to be happy. I didn't want you to feel like you had to love me back." He said and I just hugged him tighter if it was possible.

"It's ok I'm just glad it's over now. Let's just be happy ok?" I said and he nodded. He made some distance between us looking me in the eyes.

"I love you." He said softly not breaking eye contact.

"I love you too." I said before pressing my lips to his.

When we finally entered the house everyone was waiting for us and started cheering when they saw us together hand holding.

"We'll since your prize was messed up in less than an hour we are giving you the chance to pick another one. What do you want for winning the games." Asked mom and Forth thought about it for a second.

"I want to marry Beam." He said and I felt my cheeks redden.

"You've been together for two seconds!" Said Park and everyone laughed.

"It doesn't matter I already know I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Do you want to?" Asked Forth turning to me and I nodded.

"I would love to marry you!" I said and everyone cheered again.

"We've been waiting for this moment! We will have you two married in no time!" Said mom and Forths mom nodded excitedly. "We have work to do come on." Said mom dragging Forths mom away.

"Finally you are mine." Said Forth when we were alone again.

"Even when you tried your hardest to push me away. Seems like we are meant to be." I said and he smiled.

"You had your chance to walk away. We're in this forever now." He said hugging me.

"I wouldn't have it any other way.

A.N.

Well this one has finally come to an end. It's been one of the hardest to write but it's finished! I'm really excited for the next one so I will try to post the first chapter tomorrow if I don't get distracted again. Because yesterday I was on Tik tok and on my fyp I stumbled across a video of Jimin I think is his name from BTS and I swear that man is trying to pull me to the dark side. Instead of writing I spent like two hours watching videos of him on Tik tok. I've been trying to avoid becoming a fan of bts because I'm sure my wallet can't handle another obsession but I might just have to make an exception because that man is calling to me HAHAHA. Anyways enough for today as always stay safe and I will see you on the next chapter!

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