|🌀|Aonung POV:
We're over...
I wouldn't let this happen, I would fight him if he wanted that, We are not over, I will not let him dispose of me like this, like a piece of cake, after he made me feel so many things at once so many times,
" Neteyam. I won't leave, I won't accept this. " I argued again trying to be calm the best I could, he frowned slowly placing his hands over his face, he sighed and looked at me with big eyes, teary, he was so beautiful so handsome. Even like this, even if I have so much anger in me, I was so angry at him for even thinking we could get rid of me, for thinking we should break up.
" I won't change my mind. We're done. We're over. Leave, move on, and find someone better, someone who can offer you...what I couldn't. " He began to calm down as well. We were inches away, his back still facing the door, and I got even closer.
" You already offered me everything. " I spoke firmly, still a breeze of panic in my tone as I grabbed at his hand, I tried to be softer but my hand gripped his harder, squeezing his arm in mine, " Neteyam...Don't do this. " I said again, wanting to place my free hand on his cheek, he pushed away, pulling the hand I was holding away as well, putting it up at his chest, crossing and looking anywhere but my eyes,
" I'm sorry...But I can't " He spoke again, I felt my heart already shaking if I wasn't already shaken enough, I hate these words, his words cut me. Right now. And I usually like it but not when he does it.
" Neteyam- "
I said trying to reason, but I couldn't speak anymore, my throat was tight I felt my tear line already full I wanted to sob at his legs, begging him to not leave me, and I think I would have done so until we both heard a branch break, a stick of some kind somewhere by the side of the cabin, our ears tilted up, I wouldn't have even notice or mention it, but he suddenly grabbed me by my arm pulling me towards him and switching our place he opened the door in a hurry and pushed me inside, closing it.
I was speechless.
Until I heard someone else talk, it wasn't Neteyam's voice but someone else's voice, and I quickly picked up who it was,
" Who's inside? " Lo'ak added, My eyes went wide for a second as I began to realize. I pushed myself and glued to the door, my ear closed enough so I could hear what was happening,
" No one. What are you two doing here? " Neteyam asked them, I felt my headache, I was such an idiot. He didn't want to talk to me because they were here, While both of us were screaming.
" We heard- " Lo'ak added again, I slowly pushed myself from the door, I wanted to punch myself so hard right now, this was just my fault, I should have listened, to him. Let him speak, not talk over he would have let me go, we could have talked over the date alone, but I kept pushing the conversation, maybe he only said what he said because he wanted me to leave, but I don't think so, maybe?
" No, No! What the hell are you hiding, that was Aonung for sure. You guys were speaking- " I heard again, so loud I didn't even have my ear at the door, my eyes widened, and glued myself back there, feeling dizzy, my legs were leaving me, and I wished I could leave too right now.
" It wasn't- Go to your room. " He hissed, at Lo'ak, I sighed. Oh dear, what I put ourselves into, I heard walking towards the door so I quickly went inside the bathroom the closest door that I saw and slowly left it open so I could still hear what was happening.
" DID HE RAN AWAY? OR- " Lo'ak shouted then Neteyam replied, " Just- Go away! " He hissed again, as I heard a loud bump of the front door closing, I quickly made my way there again and listened,
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𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶? neteyamxaonung
Romance⚠WARNING! I'M NOT NATIVE ENGLISH, so if you see any mistakes, I'm sorry, any help or ideas are welcome!! (🌀) TW: mentions of blood, panic attacks, self-harm, homophobia (each TW will be put at the beginning of the story) boyxboy! (🌟) The story wil...