Go easy on me~ Dennis/Arthur

70. Do it all again

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It's been a long time that he felt so weak.

It has been a long time since he cried, and now he lies here in the bed from the person that he really likes. Tears rolling down on his cheeks after hanging his sister up from the phone call.

They have talked a long time, a lot about the time with Jace, and now he has so many emotions running through his body.

The first time he fell in love, turned out to be one big mistake and led to a lot of heartbreaks and trust issue.

He never wanted to admit how much it actually hurt him.

And it huts him harder than he think it would.

Cause he finally had the chance to realize that what Jace put him through, was everything he needed to realize that people are not always what you think they are.

You never know everything about someone, even when you love them that much.

Why he spent all those nights crying, asking himself what he did to deserve this.

Guess he's glad that all the bad turned into good.

That he's crying now, it is not only sad tears. Because now he realize how much stronger this made him.

Yes, it did hurt, and he felt like the world was against him.

But now he's thankful that he lost him. Cause he found every part of himself.

The healing, it was painful.

But he almost trusted everyone back then, and his parents always told him that not everyone are good people. Dennis never believed them, and then he met the man that would turn around his life.

So if he ever thinks of us, he think of when the good part was. Cause if Jace never gave him up. He would never find himself like he does now. He now recognizes his own emotions and how to deal with it.

Plus, he wouldn't have the one he loves

He wouldn't trust Arthur with his weird attitude. He knew there was a reason why Arthur had a wall in front of him.

Maybe the scars didn't cut too deep than he thought it was back then.

He finally found somebody else, and he likes the things about Dennis, as the person he is.

That Jace never loved.

Secretly, he wished he could've seen how this would end.

'Cause now he knows how it all ends, and he would do it all again.

He didn't regret falling in love with Jace, because it was his first time. Jace was a really sweet boy, but he needed money.

He was desperate for money.

And Dennis was there.

What he did hurts, using him and his body.

But he can't change the past, and he needs to go on with his life.

And start a new journey with Arthur.

Hopefully that will all work out.

And he don't need sympathy, 'cause he turned the tears to something that means more to him then he would have thought when he found out about the true.

He's not sorry for what happened to him. The looks he got from his family or even Ollie when he told him, he doesn't want pity.

Arthur deserves to know what happened to him and Jace. Arthur told his story and he trust Dennis, while he still doesn't know what happened in the past.