Go easy on me~ Dennis/Arthur

59. Does she know?

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How will Charles react if he says that it is a man, and that, that the reason is that he's confused.

That he has no idea what to do if there really are more feelings than friendship that he feels for Dennis.

And the weirdest part is, that he has nothing against falling for the same gender, having no gender, wanting to be both or just to be yourself.

He even had a friend that already knew that he was gay, and Arthur was one of the only people that reacted normal from their friend group.

But he feels so confused now it is happening to himself. Does it bother him? No.

He always told himself it didn't matter what gender, it is the person you fall in love with. Woman or men, everything is okay.

But realizing that you maybe does like a man, it is a big thing for yourself too.

He has no idea how people around him will react and it scares him.

"Hey." Says Charles and lays his hand on his arm, and Arthur looks back up.

"What is bothering you?"

"I just have no idea what I feel. Normally, I have good idea what I feel and this time, I don't know. Maybe it is even in my ears and nothing is going on." Says Arthur.

"Are you scared?" Asks Charles.

"I don't know? Should I?" Asks Arthur and Charles get a small smile on his face.

"That's cute." He says with a cuckle.

"Falling in love with someone should feel special, not scary." Says Charles "But it can feel scary, it's your first time and first times are always scary." Says Charles.

"What do I do?"

"Leave little hints, see how she reacts when you like touch her hand or tell her she looks beautiful. Start slow and you will see what kind of a reaction you get." Says Charles.

"What if they doesn't want me to touch them?"

"I see you two touching each other all the time." Says Charles with a frown.

"Yeah maybe." Whispers Arthur.

He and Dennis do that too, so maybe it can work. He can see from Dennis reaction if I can do it or not.

"Are you scared?" Asks Charles

"I just don't want to ruin our friendship." Says Arthur.

"Of falling in love, not your friendship. Are you scared to fall in love?'' Asks Charles and Arthur looks at him.

"I don't think so."

"I get the impression that you are trying to protect yourself, you don't want to lose her, I can understand that. But you tell me like you already are closing that door." Says Charles.

"Yeah?" Asks Arthur and Charles nods.

"I was scared, the first time I started to like someone. You don't know what the feeling is, and I didn't know what to do with it. Papa helped me with trying to understand what I felt, I was younger then you too. I had a small idea but I wasn't really open to that because all I was busy with was racing."

"Did she like you back?" Asks Arthur and Charles nods. "Of course you did you had a relationship when you were 15." Says Arthur and Charles smiles.

"What if I get hurt?" Asks Arthur softly.

He sees Charles his eyes soften when Arthur pit those words out.

"Sometimes that's part of live." Says Charles.