POV Emma
I sat on my bed packing up the last few things I brought, it's funny when I got here I wanted to leave so bad but now I just wish I could stay forever, my father he was angry, maybe I should take some pain killers now. I grabbed the shirt that Zack lent me, it still smelled like him, would he mind if I took it with me? Do I need to tell him.
A loud knock came through I jumped and dropped the shirt. Zack came in and picked it up
He smiled and handed it to me
"How are you doing?" He asked
"I'm okay"
"Are you? You've been shaky all day"
He sat down next to me
"So what now?"
"Now nothing changes, at school you'll hang out and eat lunch with me and the rest of the gang. And we can hang out after or have another sleepover"
"Zack"
"Yeah?"
"My father won't let me do those things"
" not even eat lunch with us? He wouldn't know"
" Maybe"
" it's gonna be okay, you're almost 18? You can just move out. You can move in here"
" it's not that simple, I wish it was."
"Emma, it is that simple, when teens are moving out? The hardest thing seems to be finding a place to live, but you already have one"
"No it's not, he would just come for me"
" I won't let him"
"I..I don't know"
"You don't have to, just be patient, you're not alone anymore. But I can't help you if you don't let me" he said, reaching for the shirt that was still in my hand, god that's embarrassing
"Keep it, you can give it back when you start living here again"
I simply nodded my head, there's just too much going on I feel like I'm suffocating, I don't know what to do Yeshua , help me please.
I was abruptly pulled out of my thoughts by the heat on my lips. A hand on the back of my neck he pulled back just slightly hovering his lips over mine
"Uh, I'm sorry you were so in your head you stopped responding"
I reached up and grabbed his hair, I kissed him
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!
He deepened the kiss his lips were so soft and hot I've never kiss anyone like this it's weird but like I kinda want more
He pushed me back gently, my back hit the pillow and he hovered over me, his lips brushed my neck
I can't do this everything needs to stop
I'm scared, what's wrong with me
("Jackson stop" I tried to move him , "aww mila your patience" he had his leg in between mine and one hand had my wrists pinning me against the bed, "Jackson you can't do this my father won't have you tainting me" I argued,
"Yeah yeah" he played with the band of my panties, I just want to disappear )
"Em I'm sorry please stop crying i.. I over stepped"
"Zack..."
He looked like a puppy
"Zack?"
"I'm sorry" I said I ruined the kiss
"What why are you sorry?"
He reached for me but stopped
"I just I don't know what happened I remember some stuff" He moved away
I looked down how could I look him in the eyes
"You don't have to talk about it I know what he does to women" he said
Women? He all has he down this to
"I will do whatever it takes to get you out of this you I swear" I
" I don't understand you"
"What" her voice broke my thoughts
"I know I've asked but why now why are you nice now" i couldn't help myself
"I know you don't trust me it's okay I'm not worth something so pure, I just I'm going to make it up to you, even if you never forgive me"
" but why Zack"
"Cause I couldn't protect her"
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Rose bed of lies
Mystery / Thriller"Why won't you just leave me alone! I don't want your pity." I cried out as I struggled out of his grip, " Emma Knock it off, this whole, everything's fucking perfect act needs to stop before your heart does" he spoke firmly yet softly as I was pi...
