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Zacks pov
What did I do I stared at Emma's tear falling she was terrified why did I kiss her like that?! Emma she kissed me back, and I took advantage of that what is wrong with me, I'm such a horrible person Zara would hate me for everything I've done to her I hate me for everything I've done to her.
Her body was shaking she kept mumbling his name, the same fucking name that tortured my Sister, I will put him in the ground after paying someone to do the same thing to him
Even if there is a God I don't care if I go to hell for it not if it's to help make it up to her.
"Em I'm sorry please stop crying i.. I over stepped"
"Zack..."
Her eyes were glassy, I got what I wanted, to see her crack, but I would do anything to erase everything she's gone through including me
"Zack?" Her voice was so soft
"I'm sorry"
"What why are you sorry?" I asked
She's says sorry like she sorry for taking up space or breathing
I reached for her but stopped
"I just I don't know what happened I remember some stuff"
I couldn't help moving away from her, I don't want her to be scared of me
I knew what she went through before she said it, but I just was sick from hearing her confirm it, i could've been helping not making her life worse I know she said she was a virgin so maybe not full on rape, but in opinion any form of no consent is rape, and if someone lost it to rape there still a virgin.
She looked down
"You don't have to talk about it I know what he does to women" her, Zara probably more
Women?
"I will do whatever it takes to get you out of this you I swear" I told her and I meant it I was going to figure it out, I feel the best way would be to expose it like her father in public somehow but I know she wouldn't go for that, she would die of humiliation. There has to be other way but if there isn't I'll have no choice just like with the food stuff I'm not going to let her stave her self to death, if she just ate right and exercises she'd never have to worry she'd get strong
" I don't understand you"
"What" her voice broke my thoughts
"I know I've asked but why now why are you nice now" I've fucked up with her so much
"I know you don't trust me it's okay I'm not worth something so pure, I just I'm going to make it up to you, even if you never forgive me"
" but why Zack"
"Cause I couldn't protect her"
I failed with someone I cared about before I'm not going to this time, I just need to think, I'm scared
"I'm scared Zara" she turned to me, "aww Mio Tesoro why?" ( my treasure )
"Cause you don't seem like you anymore, your paler and tired all the time are you sick"
"What, mio Anglo no of course not I'm just tired from school"
"I don't like your boyfriend every time he's here I hear you crying" the color of her face was gone
I just want her to be okay I don't know what to do why am I always alone
I felt her small fingers wrapped around mine it brought me back,
We stared at each other not really knowing what to say
Just two broken people
The quiet was interrupted by her phone ringing
Father glowing on the screen I wanted to kill him
She carefully picked it up, "Hello Father" her voice was meek
"I'll see you shorty my sweet child" is all I could make out
No she can't leave but if I stop her it will make things worse
I don't know what to do, I wish I could go to my parents, who would know what to do Lola? She's basically my mom or maybe Amber
But she trusted me I can't tell anyone
And another thing what do I do about Sean
She wanted to shower and get ready so I left her to me and went to do the same i couldn't help myself but bring my lighter with me I needed to calm down, I'm not going to failure this time even if it mean Emma hating me, i think amber should know she familiar with jackson
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Rose bed of lies
Mystery / Thriller"Why won't you just leave me alone! I don't want your pity." I cried out as I struggled out of his grip, " Emma Knock it off, this whole, everything's fucking perfect act needs to stop before your heart does" he spoke firmly yet softly as I was pi...
