"Why won't you just leave me alone! I don't want your pity." I cried out as I struggled out of his grip,
" Emma Knock it off, this whole, everything's fucking perfect act needs to stop before your heart does" he spoke firmly yet softly
as I was pi...
I arrived home, it was as hallow as ever even more so now,
I was standing in the foyer
"Miss Emma!" A violet
" hello violet I've missed you" She hugged me "Me too dear how was it, my you're very thin"
"Really?
" yes did they starve you? She was feeling my arms
"Heh no quite the opposite" She gave me a weird look
"Your father will be home soon"
" yes he will be, do I look okay?"
" as pretty as a petal Miss Emma"
"Violet" I could ask for help she would I know she would
"Yes?" She smiled
"Were my bags delivered yet?" I couldn't do that to her
"Yes there in your room I'll let you get settled and bring you some rose tea
" thank you violet"
I walked up to my room, and straight to my suit cases, I garb the soft shirt out of the bag
It still smells like him, I want to cry I don't know what's going on I don't know way I feel this way, he's no better but he's trying and actually changing that's something right?
I don't want to see father I don't want to be in pain at school I sipped on the tea she brought my mothers favorite rose tea almond milk and honey
How many calories is that? I can't enjoy anything more it seems
"Miss light" Linda called
"Yes?"
"Your father's in his office why don't you take him dinner"?
I nodded and walked to the kitchen Tanya was our chef and she was amazing, "here to get your father food honey?"
" yes" it was a steak and peach salad
I came to his door and knocked "Enter"
"Good evening father, how was you flight" I smiled
" it was well, put that down on my desk"
He was standing behind his desk
"Amelia why have you been so disobedient?"
"I'm sorry father" I didn't even do anything
" Jackson tells me you flirting with Cole's son You know you were almost wedded to his son"
" I wasn't father Jackson was mistaken"
"Oh was he?"
I swallowed
"Amelia, you're almost 18 now, you are marrying Jackson don't disappoint me by ruining yourself" He grabbed my face
"You are pathetic, see this just prove how much you need me? I'm gone for two weeks and you are late to classes, whoring about to boys, arguing with your fiancé, why do you have to be so fucking difficult, must I take you to the wine cellar?
I wanted to puke at the thought it's a floorboard door in his office that leads to a old wine cellar it's pitch black he used to throw me down there when I was small, I can't do it again
I simply dropped to my knees He looked down at me He crouched down by his desk and grabbed my hair making me stand up
" I don't care for your begging" He shove me against the book shelves And pressed his hand on my throat I can't breath but I can't do anything about it either why can't I be stronger I struggle way from him and he dropped me I slide down the wall
He kick me in the stomach I don't know if I'm just weak but that made me see stars He kicked me one more time and put his foot on my ankle he slowly pressed harder, i cried out I tried so hard not to
"You're lucky my sweet, you have a dance recital coming up soon"
He took his foot off of me and sat down
"You are dismissed, remember to do as your told my dear"
"Of course father thank you" I said while trying to get up, I did my best to walk out as fast as I could His eyes burning my skin
I can't do this my stomach hurts so bad I laid down and curled up I never thought I would say I miss him but I miss his body heat. I miss his hand, brushing my hair. I knocked out pretty fast though Morning came to quick
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The outfit that was left for me
My stomach hurts but honestly he was pretty easy on me, but I do have the dance stuff to be ready for
I got up and showered I slept with heartless curlers in
I watched myself in the mirror my throat was bruised and so was my stomach I looked puffy
I hate myself I really do I have someone willing to help but I said no I deserve this
Violet came to do my make up she made it perfect like always like nothing ever happened
I went down stairs and grabbed an apple I turned on my phone thinking about texting Zack
Thomas arrived I walked out and got into the car I don't know why I feel so gone
Just moving though the motions
I got to school early and went to the council room There was some projects to get done I heard a knock on the door who's here?
Zack walked in, he came over to me He went to put his hand in my face, I moved back He came closer "are you okay" "I'm okay" he hugged me I don't really know what weird whimper ish nose that was that I made, but there's something so wrong with my stomach
"Emma"
I looked at his wide eyed face, he knows , why am I so obvious
"Let me see"
" what?"
"Emma Lift up your shirt"
"I.." He started pulling my shirt up just a little bit to see the black and greenish bruises
