HermitCraft One Shots - Multi Ships

Impulse Angst - Bisexually Gay

(In this one, Scott, Jimmy and Fwhip are also hermits. Can also be taken as Welspulse too)
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I fiddled with the ring in my pocket. I hated being different then everyone else.

I was sick and tired of Cleo saying how much she adored being with Jevin and False being a cute couple with Cub. Or even Iskall and Stress.

I was sick of Xisuma's 'game night' where we would play stupid games such as spin the bottle or 7 minutes in heaven. I was disgusted at everyone when it was my turn and I would spin the bottle just for them to tell me to re spin because it landed on another male. Or the hate I would get when I went into the closet with one of the girls because they were already in a relationship with another.

I quickly gained the reputation of 'worst kisser' because I wouldn't kiss back.

I hated this. But there wasn't anyone I could go to to talk about it, so I always just cried myself to sleep.

No one understood.

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I sat at the hermit meeting at the very back with Cub on one side of me and a very squished Welsknight to the other. He tried to make himself smaller, seemingly trying to not want to touch me and Doc who stood tall on his other side. I kinda felt bad for him and moved toward Cub, our arms touching. He flinched. It made me want to cry. He must know I wasn't straight. I bit my tongue a little too hard. I saw Ren sniffing the air. He could clearly smell the blood.

I wasn't really paying attention to Grian, but the one thing that made me pay attention was one word: party.

I sighed out loud, catching the attention of Wels beside me. I could see him eyeing me from the corner of my eye, but I just ignored him.

After the meeting was over, I walked to the nether portal, not in the mood to fly when a hand was placed on my shoulder. I spun around to face the knight.

"Are you okay? You seemed like you were pissed off at Grian when he mentioned the party. You don't have to tell me, I just thought it would help." He tilted his head to the side. Impulse, stop being gay for two seconds.

"I just hate parties. And if I know Grian, if I don't show up, he drags me there kicking and screaming." I replied, unsure of wether he would understand. He nodded. "That's perfectly valid. I hate parties too. But it's mostly because of the claustrophobia." I was shocked. Maybe.. he would understand.

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The day of the party, I put on a pair of tan cargo pants and a black hoodie with my signature embroidered yellow 'i' on the back. I even decided I wanted to be edgy and put some chains on my hip.

I looked at myself in the mirror. For once, I didn't look gay. I took a deep breath and turned away and left to the party.

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I sighed as I sat in a circle for a round if spin the bottle. Everyone else around me was excited except me. I dreaded having to kiss anyone.

Bdubs, Xisuma, Keralis, Grian, Jimmy, Joe, Pearl, Gem, Ren, Wels and the other letters of ZITS were sitting waiting patiently for the blond gremlin to start the game.

Wels had only said he was playing because where we were wasn't crowded.

I sighed. This game would take forever as there was only two girls playing. And both didn't have boyfriends.

Ren spoke up. "Why is Impulse here? He's a horrid kisser." That shut everyone up. I rolled my eyes. "Just start this stupid game or I'm going home." I growled out. Grian seemed to understand I wasn't in the mood.

Durring the game, Bdubs had to kiss Keralis, Ren had to kiss Pearl which ended up with them having to leave because they started making out in a corner, Gem passed because she refused to kiss any if us, (secretly hoping it was Doc,) Joe had to kiss Skizz and Zed had to kiss Tango.

Currently, it was Xisuma's turn then me and I was dreading it. He spun the bottle and it ended up with Gem. "So sorry Gem. You don't need to kiss back." He said, laughing at her expression.

After that happened, I spun the bottle with a shaky hand. It landed on..

Welsknight. He looked up at me. "Guess Wels gets the shitty kiss. Have fun. OWW!" X bonked Ren on the head with his fist. "Language. And don't be mean, Ren." X said for his action.

"You know Impy, you should spin again. Wels seems like his disgusted." I looked down trying not to cry. "No." I muttered. I looked back up, tears flowing freely now. "No." I said more forcefully. "I'm sick and tired of every single one of my god damn friends being homophobic." I stood up and walked over to Wels. "If you hate it or hate me, then just don't kiss back." I said as I sat next to him and kissed him. I immediately felt him kiss back and wrap his arms around my neck, clearly becoming submissive under me. I took a chance and bit at his lip, not expecting anything from him, but he surprised me by opening his mouth. I made out with him, clearly he was okay with this as he kept melting into my touch and his body shaking in my arms, one on his mid back the other wrapped around his waist trapping him.

I pulled away as he opened his eyes, half lidded and dazed. I brought my hand up to his lips and whiped the spit that was there. I slowly separated from him and faced everyone else who stared at us.

"I'm gay. Fuckin deal with it." I said, repositioning Wels so he sat sideways in my arms.

Welsknight never left my side that night.