One Direction Sick Fics

Warrior/N.H

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Niall's point of view

There is this quote 'sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me'.

It's all lies, you see since I was 5, I was bullied even in high school and even now but we class that as hate.

The boys don't know that I was bullied. They don't know a lot of things because I don't have the courage to tell them just yet but I will do soon.

"Ni-bear, you ok" Liam asked me as I looked up from my laptop (oh yeah I was just looking at my feed on twitter, which is full of hate)

"Yea Li, why" I asked as Liam sat down by me and looked at what I was doing

"well your crying but now I know why" Liam explained as he grabbed his laptop of me and placed it on the floor before pulling me on to his lap as I realised that I was indeed crying

"Baby you know it's all a lie, your amazing" Liam told me which made me disagree

"No, I'm not plus I'm use to it" I admitted which made Liam frown

"What, that's not possible" Liam spoke

"Oh but it is" I spoke before adding

"Actually I need to tell you and the others something" Liam looked confused but shouted the others down, which only took 1 minute 

"Hey Ni and Li" Harry spoke as he walked in before stopping

"What's wrong Ni, why you crying" Harry worriedly asked

"Yea just sit down, I have something to tell you" I told him as Louis came in and did what I said

"What's this all about then Ni" Louis asked

"Well there is somethings I haven't told you because I've been too scared but I thought since Li found me looking at hate on twitter, I couldn't keep it in anymore" I told them as they looked worried

"what was you-" Louis started talking before Liam cutted him off

"Let him explain and then ask him after" Liam told him before nodding at me to carry on

"Well when I was 5, I was bullied for my accent or my teeth and so on but it became worse in high school when my 'friend' told everyone that I was gay, that was it more words came out, people started physically hurting me, my mum didn't  find out until I was 16, before I auditioned for x-factor, when my bullies had left me battered right near my house, that was it then my mum home-schooled me, my bullies were arrested for a year, then my brother's friends might of accidently beat them up when they were out of prision, but what no one knew was I was drowing in my own deadly thoughts, wishing I was dead because I couldn't see the reason to live, which I sometimes still get know, I used to self harm and still have the scars now, that's why I  never get dress in front of you guys and it wasn't until I was 17, a year after we was put into the band, I showed my mum my cuts, which she cried at but helped me get help, which is why I was always secretive for a year and I lied about going out with friends, that's why I'm so use to hate on twitter now and I know I shouldn't look at hate but it's hard sometimes and I'm still recovering but it has become more easier because I keep a hidden notebook full of songs that I've done about bullying and suicidal thoughts" I explained as the tears ran down not just mine but there's as well

"Baby, why didn't you tell us" Liam asked as they all stood up and hugged me

"Don't ever think like that baby, we love you so much" Louis cried