Shut the door, turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this even though I tryHeart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my faceIf we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time[Chorus]
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moments in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me todayClose the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement is clouded
Like tonight's skyHands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this hard girl
And the tears stream down my faceIf we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time[Chorus]
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moments in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me todayFlashes left in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
Dancing on with my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all[Chorus]
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moments in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me todayYou know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me todayXxx
Louis and Miley had been bff since they were 5 years old but as they grew up there feelings grew for each other too and it was Louis who was the first to admit his love for here when he was 15 and they were at school and he asked her to be his girlfriend and she said yes and that love was still going and they were now 30 but there was a tiny problem a week ago Miley had gotten into a bad car crash and didn't make it out alive and it left Louis devastated as he was planning on purposing to her the day she died.
Louis was sat on their bed looking at hold memories of them as the flashbacks started
"Louis, lets go play football outside for a bit" Miley chirped up
"Sure babe let me get my shoes" Louis responded before quickly putting his shoes on and grabbed Miley running outside with her and spinning her around before setting her back on the ground and kissing her
"I love you bab girl"
"I love you too Lou"
End of flashback
Louis loved it when Miley and him were playing football because they use to always fall over and end up kissing each other.
All the others had tried to cheer Louis up or be there for him but Louis always locked himself in his room an yea he did have those thoughts about suicide because he just simply cope without the love of his life but then again he thought is suicide the answer but it isn't so he didn't commit suicide because he thought about the boys, his family and the fans so one day he finally came out his room and went downstairs straight to Harry and sat on him cuddling up to him like a little kid
"You okay Lou" Harry asked
"I miss her"
"We know you do Lou but we're here for you and always will be"
"Promise"
"Promise" all the boys said
And yea Louis never forgot Miley but he knew she would want him happy and he was, living single and still performing with the others
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