5SOS - Babysat By Idiots 2

Chapter 32

Nicole: that's right. I did need to talk to u

Carson: what about?

Nicole: well I hadn't really thought about it

Carson: u had something to say to me but u didn't know what u were gonna say?

Nicole: I know it sounds odd but it's true. And idk if u have heard the news but me and Matthew broke up

Carson: who's Matthew?

Nicole: Oh. Well he's my ex-boyfriend.

Carson: oh. I didn't even know u had one

Nicole: I have a question. Do u live with ur parents Carson?

Carson: no I'm living at one of my friends places

Nicole: I see. I was just asking

Carson: ok. But Nicole I really want to know why u wanted to talk to me. I was kinda surprised when Hannah told me. I hadn't really known u had forgiven me

Nicole: well I guess it was just because I was lonely after breaking up with Matt.

Carson: why didn't u just talk 2 one of ur friends like Jessica or Emma or Taylor?

Nicole: they're in high school Carson. I barely even txt them anymore. I have new friends.

Carson: well I'm sorry but I'm really behind in all this

Nicole: well u don't have 2 be. Just start watching the E! News and u can be caught up in everything

Carson: Nicole I know u didn't actually go through the trouble of talking to Hannah just so that u could talk to me about catching up on everything

Nicole: ur right. I didn't. But what am I supposed to say? I got bored of Matthew so I came to u?

Carson: if that's what happened then yeah just say it

Nicole: OMG that didn't really come out right. I'm sorry

Carson: it's fine.

Nicole: I just really want our past to be behind us Carson. I want us to be friends

Carson: It can't be possible Nicole

Nicole: why not?

Carson: bcuz I'm still not who u think I am

Nicole: yes u r. U did your time

Carson: for awhile until I got bailed out by Hannah

Nicole: so I've heard. But u didn't deserve any more time that u got in there!

Carson: yes i did. U were never my only victim Nicole. U were just the most frequent one

Nicole: I know but still

Carson: Nicole we can't be talking to each other. It's not right. What if ur brothers found out? That would put me in more trouble than u

Nicole: that's true. I'm sorry for doing this

Carson: it's fine Nicole. Let's just forget about it ok?

Nicole: ok. 

Carson never texted back after that and that's when I started to cry. I just am starting to feel so lonely now. What am I supposed to do? I don't know why but it's like I don't even wanna talk to my actual friends like Georgia, Riley, or Chloe, nor do I wanna text Jessica, Taylor, or Emma. What's wrong with me? I feel like no guy wants to be near me. Matthew didn't want me. Carson doesn't wanna talk to me. What is going on with me? At least I think that whole argument with Ashton and the guys has blown over. We're okay now I think. I noticed I was sweating a bit. It was kinda hot in my room so I got off my bed and walked to the window. I opened it and felt the cold breeze hit me. It gave me a nice feeling. All of a sudden, something shocked me and I fell to the ground and screamed.