Chapter 42

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When the guys came home, I told them all about what happened and Calum was like, "That kid is really starting to get on my nerves. If he contacts you one more time, I swear I'm gonna --" I interrupted him and said, "Calum, no. Don't you understand what happened with him?"

Ash: It was his fault to do that. Don't defend him.

Nicole: Oh, I am not defending him one bit! I hate him for what he did.

Michael: You mean for the drugs or breaking up with you?

Luke: (elbows Michael)

Michael: Ow! What?

Nicole: For both. I still kinda feel bad for him though.

Ash: Well what do you want to do about it, Nicole?

Nicole: ...Nothing. I just... Won't do anything. I mean, what can I do? Eventually I'll get over it. Right?

Luke: Well if you just keep your mind off of it, hopefully it'll leave you alone. And so will he.

Nicole: Okay.

I went up to my room and thought to myself, "I kind of miss Matthew. No, that can't be right. I don't miss Matthew! I think I just miss having a boyfriend." But I'm still young. I am 13 and what guys am I going to find when I'm going to be in high school next year? Maybe I should replace this feeling with my friend's comfort. But hopefully not Riley's. She won't be the best comfort. And not Chloe. She'll just wanna talk about the whole punching incident. But then so will Georgia no matter what. So pretty much everyone who knows about that incident will wanna talk about it. And that's like, the entire school. Hey! I have an idea!

I still have Jessica, Taylor, and Emma's numbers! I'll start a group chat with them! I mean, we haven't talked in sooooo long since they left to high school. It's been ages! It'll be great to get to talk to them after so long and fill them in on what's happened.

Nicole: HEY GUYS! ITS NICOLE!!! WE HAVENT TEXTING IN SOOO LONG!

Emma has joined to group chat.

Emma: Nicole! OMG it's a surprise ur talking 2 us right now because guess what I saw on eNews last night

Nicole: what what what?

Jessica has joined the group chat.

Jessica: U PUNCHED A GIRL IN THE FACE?!?!

Nicole: OMG NO I MEAN YES BUT HOW DID THAT GET ON E NEWS?!?

Taylor has joined the group chat.

Taylor: Ur famous Nicole. Remember?

Nicole: well ya but it was only yesterday

Taylor: what, did u think the media weren't going 2 find out about it overnight?

Nicole: ugh!

Emma: I find it quite awesome how ur suspended from school. But r u ok?

Nicole: I was doing fine until I found out about this!!!

Jessica: BLAME EMMA! SHE BROUGHT IT UP!

Emma: wow. Thanks for being a friend jess. Love u too 😒

Nicole: u know what? It doesn't matter. I didn't make this group chat 2 talk about this

Jessica: right. This is about getting back 2gether as friends

Nicole: no not that either

Taylor: then what? Did something happen?

Nicole: well I'm sure u all have heard about the Nespinosa breakup

Emma: yes

Taylor: yep

Jessica: ya but we won't talk about it if u don't want 2

Nicole: well I kind of need 2. U see it's a long story but u guys all got time right?

Emma: what other things would we be doing? Our lives? HA! We have none

Nicole: lol well if u say so...

I told Jessica, Emma, and Taylor all about the whole break up and then Matthew texting me on his friends phone about how he was on drugs and he wanted to get back together but I said no way and that we just stopped talking.

Jessica: is it ok 4 me 2 say that I'm thankful 2 not be living ur life?

Taylor: omg Jessica

Nicole: don't worry. It's ok. I wish I could be thankful 4 not living this life but I can't. Because I am living this life

Taylor: be grateful. Ur living with 5 seconds of summer! any girl would DIE to be in ur place

Emma: well any girl except Jessica

Jessica: I'm sorry I'm just really not into drama

Nicole: well neither am I but I have 2 live with it. But lately I've been feeling lonely. I mean we broke up awhile ago and I didn't really care but now that he's back, i miss having a boyfriend

Taylor: that's exactly what he wants Nicole. He came back begging so u would be lonely again and reminded of the pain he brought u

Nicole: well that's probably not the reason he came back but even if he didn't try, he definitely succeeded at that

Emma: I think u should make him jealous

Nicole: but how?

Emma: get a new guy

Nicole: ok it is NOT that easy to just grab a cute boy off the streets and say "ur my new man! Let's ride off into the sunset together!"

Jessica: of course it's not easy. I mean seriously. How can u ride off into the sunset if u don't even have a horse?

Taylor: right Jess. Cuz that's the problem with that situation

Jessica: we may be txting but I sense sarcasm 🤔

Taylor: noooo really 🙄

Emma: u don't need 2 get a guy off the streets. I know a few guys who r single

Nicole: come on Emma. How can u guarantee they'll actually be interested in me?

Emma: did I mention they were desperate guys?

Nicole: nooooo thank u

Emma: oh come on. They're not that bad

Jessica: wait which guys r u talking about?

Emma: like George and Samuel and Hartley

Jessica: what r u talking about? George and Samuel have girlfriends! I'm not sure about Hartley though

Nicole: has it come 2 ur mind that these people r in ur grade and not mine?

Taylor: ya but they don't have 2 know ur age

Nicole: Taylor i don't even look like a grade 8. I look like a freaking grade 7 cuz of my height so I think they'd notice

Emma: I'm sure u have grown since the last time we saw u

Nicole: nope

Jessica: oh. Well u will find someone Nicole

Nicole: thx for the motivation. I hope so

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