5SOS - Babysat By Idiots 2

Chapter 28

"I think Carson's looking better than Matthew at the moment."

Everyone gasped at my comment. Luke immediately said after, "Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, Nicole. Don't you ever say that again."

Nicole: It's true though!

Michael: There are lots of guys who break up with their girlfriends every day. That doesn't make them a criminal like Carson.

Nicole: Why are you on Matt's side?

Calum: We're not. We're just saying that we're not for Carson either.

Nicole: I have forgiven Carson for everything --

Ashton: But that doesn't mean we have.

My stomach churned inside. Knowing that I was the only one to forgive Carson made me feel so lonely. They were all against me. I left the room without saying a word back and went upstairs to my room. "Nicole, come back," said Calum. I didn't listen as I slammed my bedroom door shut. I tried not to care what they said. I said to myself, it doesn't matter. I don't even care anymore. And soon enough, those thoughts kinda started to help. I just felt bad for Carson. I don't know why though. After all he put me through, I feel bad for him? I don't know what's going on. I just am desperate to see him. Just to find him somewhere. But I don't even know what I would say to him. I just want to talk. I wonder how I can find him. Maybe Hannah knows where he is. But wait. Hannah wouldn't tell me anything. Why would she wanna help me? Well it's worth a shot anyway. To be honest, I'm desperate. This feeling that I'm having is weird. I tried to look at it as a whole. After breaking up with Matthew, I felt the urge to get together with some other guy who'd hurt me previously before. Is that normal? I doubt it. I decided to text Hannah right at that moment.

Nicole: I need something from u Hannah.

She didn't respond right away. I didn't expect her to though. I kinda just turned off my iPod and sat there waiting for a response. My eyes began to get heavier and heavier as I laid there in my bed bored out of my mind. Before I was about to go to sleep, my iPod made a sound. Did Hannah reply to my text? I looked at my iPod to see that she did.

Hannah: whoa. what the hell could u possibly need my help for?

Nicole: it has 2 do with Carson

Hannah: well this I wasn't expecting. what do u want with Carson?

Nicole: I just need 2 talk 2 him

Hannah: bout what

Nicole: geez Hannah I don't wanna drag on this conversation. Just tell me if u know anything about where he is or what he's doing

Hannah: u mean right now?

Nicole: well yeah. I want to talk to him as soon as possible

Hannah: and why do u think I'd wanna help u

Nicole: I know u don't wanna help me but it's not even that big of a favour

Hannah: so now this is a favour? U want a favour from me?

Nicole: don't act like u don't owe me one

Hannah: oh plz. Like I'd give u a favour. It doesn't matter if I owe u one or not

Nicole: what if I gave u something in return?

Hannah: now we're talking.

Nicole: well what do u want

Hannah: so it's just that easy? I give u Carson and u give me something I want?

Nicole: don't get ahead of yourself Hannah. I need 2 know what u want first to see if it's worth it

Hannah: well how bad do u wanna talk 2 Carson?

Nicole: i don't know yet. Just tell me what u want Hannah and I'll see what I can do

I was a little scared to find out what Hannah wanted.