My song • Girl Meets World

❁unwanted

*Golde's apartment*

I walked into my apartment and saw Mother sitting on the couch smoking a cigarette. She looked at me, "oh look at you." She blew out a puff of smoke. "You're wearing a skirt, what are you trying to do? Hook up with homeless guys?"

I looked down at my skirt. It was only three inches above my knees. "It's not even that short."

"Don't come crying to me when someone rapes you." Mother sang before taking a drag from her cigarette.

Why would a mother tell their daughter they were going to get raped?

I went to my room and locked my door. I walked over to my mirror and studied my appearance.

I may have looked like Riley, but I wasn't as pretty as she was. Did Lucas actually mean it when he said I was beautiful? What did he see in me? Because all I could see is a broken, insecure, unwanted little girl.

When did I start feeling like this? I remember when I was younger, I was so confident and didn't care what others thought. What happened to her?

*John Quincy Adams middle school*

I opened my locker and stuffed my things into it. Farkle walked over, "can you go to gym with me?"

I looked at him, "do I have to?"

He nodded slowly. "Please Andy? I need you to be there for me."

I sighed and nodded, "okay." Farkle grinned and dragged me to gym. "You're back to normal right?" I asked.

Farkle looked at me, "I'm not sure. Maybe."

I smiled a little, "I hope you are."

I went to the girl's locker room to change into my gym clothes. I threw my hair up into a ponytail and walked out.

Farkle was waiting for me. "Want to climb the ropes?"

I gave him a look. "You're joking right?"

He shook his head. "Come on." He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the rope climb area.

I sighed. "Fine." I grabbed the rope and began to climb.

"Where's Farkle and Andy?" I heard Maya's voice. I looked down to see Maya, Riley, Lydia and Lucas.

"I thought Farkle said he wasn't going to miss any more classes." Lucas said.

"Then why haven't we seen him?" Lydia questioned.

Billy came in and smiled at Lucas. "Oh. Hey, man. Baseball after school?"

Lucas shrugged. "Oh, I don't think I'm gonna make it. My buddies are still being hassled and I wanna be there for them."

"Your buddies?" Billy questioned. "You mean Farkle and Andy?"

Lucas nodded. "Yeah, nobody's seen him."

Billy rolled his eyes. "You're better off." I hate you.

"What?" Lydia questioned harshly.

"Excuse me?" Lucas asked.

Billy scoffed. "Come on, Lucas. I don't really see Farkle or Andy as your buddy."

"Why not?" Lucas questioned.

"You don't think they're different than us?" Billy asked him.

Lucas stepped forward. "What do you mean? Smarter? Yeah, Farkle's the smartest kid in school, but he doesn't make a big deal about it." Billy sighed. "I mean, he does wanna take over the world and everything, but frankly, I'd like to see what he does with it. As for Andy. She is different. A good different. Sure she has a temper and teases me a lot, but that's just who she is and I like who she is." I smiled a little. I looked at Farkle and he looked back at me with a small smile.