My song • Girl Meets World

❁park

*Andy's bedroom*

I was sitting on the floor next to my bed with James's phone number in my hands. I didn't know what to do. Should I call him? Text him? I told everyone I didn't want to talk to James anymore. But now that I have his phone number in my hands, I felt like I needed to talk to him.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and opened a new text message.

Hi... It's Andy

-Andy

After I sent the text, I put my phone down next to me and crumpled up the piece of paper. What if he doesn't reply? What if he gave me a fake number? This was stupid.

I got up and tossed the piece of paper into my ninja turtle trash bin. I grabbed my journal and pen from my desk and sat down on the floor under my window. I flipped to a blank page and tapped my pen on it a couple times.

Starting over

At one point or another we wish we could start over

To forget what happened and do it all again

Some of us are lucky and get the chance to do just that

Other people aren't so lucky

Sometimes things happen for a reason

Sometimes we shouldn't try to start over but to move on

Sometimes it's not about trying to fix the wrong, but to start something new

Sometimes that's all we can do

I jumped when I heard knocking from my window. I got up and saw Brandon. I opened the window. "What are you doing here?" I questioned.

Brandon climbed in, "what? You don't want to see your boyfriend?"

I covered his mouth with my hand. "Liam and Daniel are here. They will kill the both of us if they find you here."

Brandon grabbed my hand and took it off his mouth. "Sorry." He gave me a quick kiss on the lips. "So, what are you up to?"

I shrugged, "just sitting around, listening to music."

"Do you want to go to the skate park?" Brandon asked.

I heard my phone go off. James. "I don't really feel like going right now." I walked over to my phone and picked it up.

Andy, are you busy today? Can you meet me at Heckscher playground in two hours?

-James

I bit the inside of my cheek. Meet him at the park in two hours? Brandon came over, "you okay?"

I looked up from my phone. "I saw James yesterday at the beach."

"Did you talk to him?" He questioned.

I nodded, "kind of. He gave me his number and told me that if I wanted to, we could meet somewhere."

Brandon's eyes shifted from me to my phone. "Is that him?" I nodded and handed him my phone. Brandon read the text, "are you going?" He asked as he handed my phone back.

"I mean I want to, but what if something goes wrong?"

"I can go with you if you want." Brandon told me.

I forced a small smile, "okay."

"I'm here for you." Brandon stepped forward, closing the space between us. He kissed my forehead.