~4 weeks later~ (sorry I'm gonna skip around for the next few chapters)
Alex's POV
These four weeks have been a blur I really don't remember anything from thanksgiving I was to stressed out on it being perfect. Granted I still had a good time but I was almost always cleaning or cooking. The last few hours Matthew literally told me I can't step foot in the kitchen or he will make a bigger mess, so I didn't I was to scared he would actually do it. Then last week he locked me in my room so I couldn't help put up the Christmas tree cause apparently I do 'to much work'. I don't know what he's talking about but everybody else says the same thing too.
Currently Matthew and I were spending the day together; who am I kidding we spend every day together. We started off going to buy our Christmas gifts but not for each other of course that would ruin any surprise. Then we came back home and wrapped the few gifts we got. And now we are cuddled up in the couch with the fireplace going watching Christmas movies. I know I know you're probably like 'WHAAAA ARE THEY DATING!' The answer is no but we have been a lot clingier to each other. I don't know about him but I don't know if I have feelings like that toward him I mean I don't want to ruin the friendship we worked so hard to create. If we did date I'd be fine with it but a little scared that it would turn out like mine and Sammy's.
Okay thinking about that over I guess I do have feelings for Matthew I mean obviously I just thought about dating him so that has to mean something. Right? I don't know maybe I'm crazy or maybe he's the guy I've been waiting for. The only thing is he is a year younger which I don't think is weird but he might.
I realized that I was spaced out when I felt a hand on my shoulder shaking me.
"Alex. Alex. You in there?" Matthew chuckled as he sat back down.
"Yeah I am just thinking."
"Bout what if that's okay."
"Um just my past present and future relationships."
"Aaaaand?"
"I just want to be with someone who will love me no matter what and won't ditch me when they say they won't."
After that Matthew stopped asking me questions and soon mumbled something I don't think I was supposed to hear. But overall I'm happy I did.
"Be with me..."
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