Passionate Desire

Chapter 19

A/N: Thank you for still reading this even if my story sucks, yeah I know but I love them. Lols.

Chapter 19

Bawat araw na dumadaan ay pahirap ng pahirap ang training para kay Tamara pero kailangan nyang kayanin dahil matagal na nyang inaasam ang promotion na ito and she needs to prove that she really deserve it. Lagi naman naman andyan si Damon sa tabi na halos bantayan na yata sya araw-araw, lagi syang chini-check at pinupuntahan sa training. Nahihiya na nga sya minsan sa mga kasamahan nya dahil baka sabihin nila na may special treatment. Ayaw nyang magkaroon ng usapan tungkol sa kanya pero hindi naman nya magawang pigilan si Damon sa ginagawa nito. Laking pasalamat nya kay Damon dahil sa tuwing nahihirapan sya ay tinutulungan sya nito at laging sinasabi na magagawa nya at kakayanin nya. She then realized that behind those dark and dangerous aura, he still has his soft side or rather a concern for other people. Napansin nya yun nung one time na may nakita syang matanda sa tapat ng hotel na hirap sa bagahe nito at walang tumutulong sa matanda, ang ginawa ni Damon ay sya ang tumulong at ng makita ng mga staff ng hotel ay kinuha agad kay Damon ang mga bagahe. He's a strict boss too pero sa palagay nya naman ay nasa tamang dahilan naman. He's really bossy na minsan talaga ay nakakainis na at hindi pa rin nya magawang masanay dito. Lagi nya rin chini-check kung nakakain na ako, mas madalas pa sa pag check ni Jasper, madalas sabay sila ni Damon kumain at napansin nya na mahilig ito sa kape pero di tulad ng ibang lalake na black coffee ang gusto, si Damon naman ay coffee na maraming creamer ang gusto. Nakakatuwa ang mga simpleng bagay na natutuklasan nya kay Damon sa pagdaan ng araw.

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Jasper's POV

Ilang araw na simula nung umalis si Tamara para sa training and seminar nya at simula ng umalis ito ay lagi na naman nakadikit sa akin si Cassandra. Ng araw na umalis si Tamara, kinagabihan ay nagulat na lang ako na makita si Cassandra sa labas ng condo ko. Hindi ko alam kung papaano nya nalaman ang sikreto ko na condo, ng tinanong ko sya ay sinabi nya lang na tinanong nya sa iba kaya nya nalaman. She asked for my lock code and I gave it to her. I don't know why. Since then she acts like a substitute girlfriend to me plus my bed warmer. I feel happy about but guilty at the same time. I seldom text and call Tamara because I honestly have s busy schedule for the whole week but on my free time, Cassandra always consumes it. Cassandra do all the stuff in my condo, cleaning the room, washing my clothes even if she doesn't have to.. but she insist. She cooks everyday for me and to be honest I missed eating home cooked food. She always welcomes me whenever I went back from the office at night, she insists for me to be in the condo instead of staying in my house. She's staying up late just to wait for me even if I asked her not to wait. I told her to do her stuff in life and she said she's taking a break and just wanted to stay in my condo, so I let her be.

It's actually a weird warm feeling for me, everything she does, it makes me happy. It makes me feel fun to go my condo early as I don't usually do. I always looking forward to every food she cooks every night. Looking forward to doing things with her in my bed. It really feels weird. It scares me...big time.

I felt guilty whenever I talked to Tamara and Cassandra's just around. I love Tamara, I really do and it scares me to think that one day she'll learn the things that I'm doing whenever she's away. Especially doing things with her sister. I know how she value and loves her sister and I really tried my best to stop the things that I and Cassandra's doing but she keeps on going back and I don't have the heart to push her away. I did confront Cassandra about our situation and she said that this is also just a game for her and she also doesn't want Tamara to know about us.

Sa bawat araw na paglalaro naming ng apoy ni Cassandra ay tila parang napakahirap na para sa akin ang umahon sa kumunoy. Sa bawat araw ay nilalamon ako ng konsensya ko pero nadadaig ito agad ng bawat halik at mainit na sensansyon ng aking katawan sa tuwing naguugnay ang aming katawan.

But this has come to end. We decided to make it stop. It's a mutual feeling, a mutual understanding. We decided that before Tamara comes back we'll end everything, forget everything that we did with each other's arms. We both love Tamara, and we don't want to break her heart.

To be continue...

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