I'm done with life officially
But this isn't a suicide note
Just stating that I can no longer stay on this boat
I'd rather jump off into the deep blue
There are things holding me back
Whether they know it or not
But I'll never tell
I'll just stay on the edge
I try to touch the water
As I do something pulls me down
I'm gonna drown
I'm gonna drown
I'm gonna drown
I'm gonna drown
My lungs collapse
I can't breathe
I gasp for air
With help from fake peers
I look at them and they smile
And I go back to the edge
And repeat a pattern
So dangerous
I might drown
The world is filled with endless rivers and streams, lakes and oceans , oasis' and seas
And I have traversed them not all but one's deep enough to stop thought
My thoughts used to be a labyrinth to all
Then water seeped in and eventually it flooded
Swimming in my mind
Like waters on my brain
They don't know the definition of drowning like I do..
I can't do it
I can't
I can't
I can't I can't I can't
But there back...
The push factors
They smile at me and I smile back
Fake of course
From both ends I think
As my lungs fill up with water
And I can no longer breathe
As I look for airs but are led to short gasps
I put my hand out towards the sky
And say... thank you for your time...
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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
