Would it have been better if I didn't exist
If I cut the cord before I was physically dismissed
If I stopped the birth of the walking sin like me
If I just quickly tried to take my leave
Would it have been better if I didn't go to dp
If education wasn't important to me
If I liked guys be apart of the LGBT community
Would it have been better if I committed suicide
If I not looked for shani for those two days
If I didn't pester nyashia with emotion
If I didn't talk to kai that faithful day
Would it have been better
If there was no love for me to give
If I died and called it quits
If I said fuck this shit
Selled drugs and hated chicks
Would it have been better if
My emotion won
If I could be sevin just for fun
If I tried instead of quit
If I had worse grades
At one point
I'll dissapear and don't expect me to reappear
When I die don't remember me
It's not what I want certainly
My thoughts get the best of me
And now I sit here in sympathy while others will try to use empathy
My advice to you is to go away
Because it would have been better if my existence was fiction
And my story was overwritten
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoezjaMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
