Sick of the Bullshit
Sick of the Feelings
Sick of the Family
Sick of their Dealings
Sick of the Coughing
Sick of the Sneezing
I'm done with everything
So fuck all the meetings, fuck the acceptance and fuck graduation
No one even gives a fuck so I should just face it
I know too much and yet too little
I can't move on with my life because I'm in a standstill
The thing that pasts the time Lord please tell me why
You had to decide to deprive me till I die
I'm not gonna lie I played a part but there was an ending before my start
And then I'm expected to not fall apart
Like I'm not fucking human like I have no kind of heart
It's okay I didn't want it anyway my needs are fake I'm self destruction I lack confidence yet have so much confidence
Can't wait for the world to end since I'm such an optimist when the stage light goes to black I'm another person behind the mask that I wear everyday and let few people know so why is it so that they can just let me go???
Analytics, I'm self conscious when I'm breathing the smoke from some bud that occupies my oxygen started to use that it started to numb the brain and without an overdosage everything will stay the same
I'm self conscious of being conscious because when I take a breath everyone is watching
Actually it's that no one else is watching and those who do watch finally comment
The world's mostly water yet there's always some dry parts to it
And it's so bad that it could get under your skin
Like a splinter or a cut to the wrist
What's the difference in all persistence we don't care for the shit
For the serious problems or the obstacles that always seem to hit
A deep slit
Into the brain
So damn deep that it stems to your vein
And cuts it through for you
They gave up so I guess that means I give up too so now I look my feelings in the face and say "FUCK YOU... I'm Done...."
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoesíaMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
