It's testifying
Never dying
Oh so close
To death defying
Whispers round
While I was crying
That i need a dose
So theres no shying
Away from what i need
I begged and yes I plead
For that angel's dust
That makes me bleed
Got me praying on my knees
Questioning everything that the world has given
I gave my all
With not a pot to piss in
Now it's phony as a fake piercing in it , like a wound in the skin that never finished
Healing
My minds reeling
They told me relish the moment but my will's fleeting
They told me to relish the moment
But no jokes of hot dog
She got my mind turning
Like gears with a hint of mind cogs
I was blinded by science
I'm so simple minded
Praised her like a shrine
While she was on her shining
Screaming here's more
While popping through my door with a sharp ass axe and i can't deny the fact
That the intoxication I'm facing is far from basic tasting
I'm overdosing
Roller coasting
As my nerves get broken
I'm losing yet winning
Drugs with a drug test
I'm clued out and hinting
Even without a guess
She used to wanna play clue
I hated it
So I said I loved you too
Walked out the door in my Nike shoes
With a point to prove that all i need in life was juice
Rather her nectar,
Now everything I do is a female attractor
I don't care how or about factors but
..
I'm losing enough
As I go through the stuff
And all she drilled in her mind
Was I wanted to bust my nut
That she was used
Well now I'm here to tell you that that statement is true
She was used yes,
No
Rather overdosed
Because she was like my drug
My crack, my weed , my coke , or my smoke
I weaken in the withdrawal as I show symptoms
I use synonyms as the doctor does a check up
But she got me going dumb like im on the autism spectrum.
She fixes all my problems
But in life i gotta wreck em
I'm looking for my next fix
Without any dealer
Looking for my next fix
Without a fucking builder
Because I built the building blocks of my own castle
And id trade it for an ounce of her... if it's not a hassle...
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
