I apologize
For not being able to help
Everyone....
I try so hard
So so hard.....
And I always fail
I don't care about the haters
Or the ones that don't like my decisions
Because the decisions most of the time are not for me.....
I just want people to smile...
I will get jumped, I will run away, I will cut, I will bleed, I will pull out my hair and teeth,
I'm sorry,
I don t care what happens to me...even if you do
If you're reading this then I'm sorry if it hurt you
You'll ask what happened and I won't give you a straight answer
I just......* begins to cry* Want others' happiness so, so so bad...... so bad I cry...everyday not wanting people to know I'm
1. Weak
2. Emotional
3. So so so needy
I want genuine smiles
Not because I told you to
But one day I will disappear
Simply because I want to... and if I don't make it back then.... I'm sorry
I'm sorry I hurt all of you
I'm sorry I hurt one's you care for
I'm sorry I won't pick up my phone today
I'm sorry that I broke up with y'all and crushed y'all so much
I'm sorry for putting everybody through everything if I didn't exist... I wouldn't be a problem
If I had a time machine I would stop my parents as fast as possible.....
If you actually care about me do me a solid.... don't text me after this, about this, or today at all....
I'm sorry mesa
I'm sorry hilda
I'm sorry Ciara
I'm sorry Tiff
I'm sorry James
I'm sorry miko
I'm sorry jean
I'm absolutely sorry shani
I'm so so so sorry nyashia
I'm sorry kai so Damn sorry
I'm sorry shante
I'm sorry deandre
I'm sorry Adrian
I'm sorry nylah
I'm sorry parents
I'm sorry teachers
I'm sorry cousins
I'm sorry Marcus and malek
Sorry leon
Sorry Eric
* breaks down*
Sorry Tim
Sorry Kore
Sorry Christian
Sorry....
But I can't.... can't do it... I can't pretend to be happy knowing others are not... and never will be...
If I cry... I am weak
So I'm sorry I'm weak
Sorry I can't do life
I'll see you tomorrow
Hopefully
I WANT to die..... but I can't
I know I can't bc it won't fix ANYTHING
It's not a selfish thought
It's a selfless thought
I'd rather die then put you people through seeing my vile sinful face
So when you people say you hate me
That's the deepest cut you can give Me
I'll just go now
Happy independence day....
love,
The Walking Sin
ENJOY BECAUSE I will....
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
