I'm not fit to be a parent
I realized too late that Id be a tyrant
Like an obstacle in the way my love would be a tariff
And your have to cough up some bucks before anything could happen
Sorry kids
That I let you pass away
I fought honorably till someone took my place
Now I'm stuck in stone
Medusa's home until I watch you all perish
In my head I hear "This is all your fault, you wanted to join a cult of booze and pot, and now you face the consequences that younger wrought so it's all your fault YES ITS ALL YOUR FAULT" Damn how do I explain that over my life I took some pain and now I relay that I can handle anything but some cuts are too deep
Got me bleeding in my dreams while I'm standing by sheep
Now they're red and they all blame me
I get pushed down an abyss of insanity
Where my decision drinks up all my vitality
I'm sorry kids that I was too ignorant to see.....
And now I'm blind how many times do I have to say it this time
That I was wrong that I'm not cool too
That I have feelings just like you
That ima puppet and the strings of my morality are dna strands and I know I find it hard to see but I cannot handle these feelings I get I'm sorry kids that we never met
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
