I fall asleep to the melody
Of his breath
Listen to the struggles
And how much I resent them
Not trying to say that he's better off dead but
If he did feel like it he'd go drink lead
Sometimes he chokes himself
Before we go to sleep
Only once in a while does the grim reaper creep
Then I pass out and I go to sleep
And when I awake
She left and she didn't take me....
All alone
It's like I'm fighting a war
All by myself
And I still don't know what I'm fighting for
All alone
Its like ima chef that has stars of three
And I have to make a meal but my cooking team left me
All alone
It's like I'm trying to breathe and I'm drowning under water
And this earth I leave
All alone......
Seriously....
The oxygen I intake
Sometimes he wishes it was poison
I think about my future
Sometimes I cant picture one
And I struggle for so long
With bad grades and sad songs
That they take over me
And I become a robot
And our death is what he's bent on
See now
The days where I can't breathe
Are the days that he want peace
And the peace that he's given
Is what saves me
But being saved is good right?
Everyone wants him alive
But honestly
The normal seven been died
So long ago
I was at his funeral
Listened to his people speak of his obstacles
And as I peered over the coffin
I could see a faint breath
He was talking to death
Trying to figure out his life
Apologizing to his wife
Telling his kids that he was sorry
He is a human sacrifice
So until he gets better
Out of his emotional coma
I'll be here typing his story till sundown to sun up
- sevin
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
