Dead inside
Oh how I am Dead Inside
I am dead and I can't revive
now I'm regretting the personality
That had no originality
That I displayed yes before I died
Now I sit down and cry
Why would he lie?
They all ask while I'm on the floor and can't rise...
Because there's secrets with some consequence
In no ordinary circumstance
And I was trapped so why couldn't I try
"Because ur nice I don't think twice
I just act for your sake and mines
I think it's right
And I wouldn't lie
Because this is the beginning of the rest of our lives
So let's just sit back
And stay on track
So there are no more of the dies....
Because if u try
Then I will die
And there will be no more sunshine.
..."
I can feel
Oh yes I can feel
The inside of my soul moving around
And oh how I touch
I can feel enough
That my morals are not something I rely on
So I push around
Till it settles down
But it chases me everywhere I go
It is a clone
It can be a ghost
A poltergeist that has caught a host
So I scream
From the seams
Don't do this to me
Let me breathe
It's my life
Not yours
So why does it seem
Like your trying to take
Full control of me
And leave when it's time to take
Accountability
The things I say are sickening me
My mind is what was stolen
Or more like my heart
I was fine.... or so I thought
When I was at the start
"And welcome to YOUR ending"
This voice said to me
" Because today is the day upon which you NEVER leave!!"
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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
