I lose my breath,
Sometimes it's tough dealing woth the stuff
And I can't catch
It even if I wanted U just flaunt that
I have a demonic crest
On my back
Waiting in attack
But I'm seen as more
To me as less
I see that my life is going downhill
There are people I look up to
But the real source of trouble
Is that none of them are real
I just remembered I could feel
After dealing with a heartbreak
That destroyed my appeal
And it's funny like key and peele
How in this got Sun I'm not tanning
But I love how I'm planning
For these things to be real, real
I lack the ability to travel between fact or fiction
My logic impervious
But my mind is bed ridden
I don't dream
Just sleep and sleep for two months on end till i get lucky or
I can't feel
I've been being hurt physically lately
And I think it's god who's tryna play me
Because I only feel pain by the monthly
I think my rise to infamy is increasing
Because I only feel alive when I see that I'm bleeding
I wake up from a sleep only when I'm sneezing the fan blowing in my face with dust always got me wheezing
But I'm going into the paint like a baller who is late to
A major tryout game
To get picked like it's fate
I get dressed up for a date
To dinner with Destiny
She's holding my fate and gives good news like shes blessing me
While all thinks less of me
I must speak respectfully
My expectations are increasingly
Viewed as the best thing, see
I am thought of as less
My life is hell and the best
I'm on the spot like a pop test
Traveling through my chaotic mess
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
