What can I do
I keep fucking up
I can't get rid of people
When I'm the one
They need to get rid of
Ima germ
Nah more like an infection
When you let me in
I'll just keep spreading
My signs are when I say
I'm sorry or I didn't mean to
Don't think I do shit internally just to hurt you
Ima cancer
The one that was made for total kills
The one that leaves the girl I care about with her blood spilled
I fucked up yea what's new
When he called me a sleazy man slut I was mad bc it was true
That what I proved
I wasn't even approved
When I get in my groove
It doesn't matter who I'm next to
The inner pain
Is banging my emotional clock
This could have all ended
And thus I made it stop
And as I say against a force big enough to be an army
I just want you to know that
Baby... I'm sorry...
I fucked up again this is y Ik that I don't deserve no friends
Or a fiance at that
She can do better
I keep fucking with her
When she wants just to be tethered
..... so that made it any better
Nah man you're still a sleazy man slut
And idk what i will do without u
And she said it's fine
Ik that's a lie
She only said this
Bcc I do it all th e fucking time
I put her through torture
That I wouldn't do myself
Ima a hypocritical mess
And deserved to be left as a memory on the shelf
I have loyalty threats
They trap me like a net
I can't bring myself to that point
It'll kill my insides
You know that I will always care deep on the inside
Wether you go to the OTHER side or stay with me
Just so you know... I'm sorry baby..
"Lol I'm such a lame poet"
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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PuisiMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
