A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS

To My Future pt1

My sweet sugar plum
When we sleep together I'd suck my thumb
You make me happy like a baby as my mind goes numb
Because no girl In the world is as important as this one
My gorgeous honey flake
Oh how I can't wait for the day
That your body is in pain
And I get the chance to rub it all away
Oh my sweet baby girl
I'd give u sun,  moon, galaxy and all the worlds
I'd scour every ocean
For a set of pearls
For u to hang on your neck
And I could see you twirl
And I swear baby yes I wrote this
Original piece our love ain't for a moment
It's for a future
U get cuter by the second and I don't show it
And if u didn't know I am a poet
And we got a good thing and I don't wanna blow it
Yes I make green like grass
But for you I'd mow it 
So I sit down to listen to you In a chair that's folded
My dearest vampire
Staying up at all hours
I'd break space time for us
For you I do cower
For your everything that's wright in a world that's not right
Ima lefty your a right
And when I see you I might
Just smile or cry
Tears of joy escape my eye
Knowing that we're happy
And that this isn't lies
My truly beloved
To you I'd give kisses and hugs
I say stuff that are bugged
But you code me with love
And I know your not the type to throw me under a rug
We praise each other like Gods
We fill up each others mug
For me you make the tea
And for you I make the coffee
You claim you love me
And I know you don't say it wrongly
You feeling me so strongly
Gravity can't pull us apart
It's like we are south and south
But the relationship goes north
And it's crazy baby
The day you met me
You said it was okay
When I made a corny joke and I had to laugh away
Now you sitting, contemplating when I get off work
And I'm sitting contemplating if you can twerk and we sitting contemplating about making twerps
And we thinking and engaging
Because we don't hurt
We learn
Evolutionary relationship
And I said my soul died on the tombstone it said r.i.p but she said fuck that reached from  there heavens brought it back
Gave me a peck on the cheek and said you are coming with me
Best decision
The fire time I witnessed
Forceful success it what she'd written
She foresaw it in her heart
And I followed like a puppy to a prophet
She must be my Christ
When she's on the cross I don't lost  it
She change weather
With her attitude like storm
Her pussy make me sleep like she had some chloroform
Even in college as she comes to my dorm
It's like I died when I see her I'm reborn
And umm... she's a rose
Because she got the thorns
But she's deadly like a color
That we all seen some all day long
She make me question the reality I'm in my sweet everything won't you tell me once again how the niggabefore me fuckedup and how you saw greatness in me
That when I push you away
You would never even leave
But you give me necessary space
And kiss me on my neck, chest and face backs off and tells me everything's okay
I'd say it's amazing how my mindset has change
You gonna make everything flow in the right way and I am not poking fun but you deserve the title B.A.E
We looking at a future how many kids we finna raise
See chance taught me the good vibes
And you saw it in my eyes
So a good spirit
Trying to destroy all the lies
And you wanted to come talk it meant destructive sacrifice but you stayed with me which is why you are my wife
Love ya
Never won't fuck ya
Your drive high like mines
But without that stuff
As long as your smile exists
As long as we can pay rent
We can have all these kids
And fuck  it because I hate kids
But when we are together
Things last forever
Time files like an airplane
In clear weather
And my heart can be cold so pack a sweater
But baby I know your delicate like a feather ,
We see improvement so we just get better
I love you, you say prove it
I tell you,you made me better
We catch my feelings for each other then a line backer
Or receiver
You even excuse my misdemeanor
And your meaner
But I swear
On Satan's
Burning hell that once we put in work there Will be no such thing as fail
We  got a bond they call us Kenan and Kel
So for the future just know I can't match make I ain't much of a heart left but I got yours to take
That's what you tell me if I panic or feel empty
Sometimes I can't breathe but your kiss gimme oxygen so I got plenty
You super fine to me
And you cook , I call you Wendy , so you laugh aloud then push me
It's cool bae
We don't take L's
Or F's
With no time to fail
So I sit down and send you texts, calls and Emails
So you can be more annoying than tattletail
I hope you read this
This is a prelude to your love
And I mean this
The Author of this poem
Is so filled up with life
Ever since the freaking moment you called you self my wife, love you