I say I'm sorry AND
I promise I try AND
Even if I do
I still wanna cry
I make so many mistakes
I'm the inventor of regret
So little time I count what mistake will be next
I apologize AND try to restart
But it tears a chunk out of me AND
The rest of me apart
MY MIND LOOPS AS MY BODY SWOOPS INTO THE COFFIN PREPARED
AS LIFE GREW SCARED
OF WHAT I COULD DO WHICH WAS NEVER LOSE SO NOW I CAN TAKE W'S IN THE UNDERWORLD TOO
I remember my body fading through the life
All ruled me guilty: God, Satan, Moses even Jesus Christ
AND yes I even might take a shallow knife pretend to stab myself once or even twice but it never meant ending my entire life
So now I am trapped in limbo I hear my soul getting eaten as the ravens crow
AND if I try to even show that there Is justice
Then I am like a century old machine with no oil, rusted
I realized that I am an AND and should have been banned from the world instead of someone dropping it in my hands
So as I kiss death and she leans in
I realize I am
A.nother N.oticeable D.emon

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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoezieMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...