Sometimes the positive side is what we may deny
But the positives will remain no matter how you place it
Man lets face it
It's super basic
That she don't love me and that I'm not basic
I spent money, time and care for her , know what do I do with all that back? I try again with someone else
The right plan of attack
I don't wanna stay
Waiting in place
At her beck and call
Like a mouse in a cheese maze
Truly that's not who I am
Who that is I can't stand
And I don't even mean to rant
But I got my emotions and common sense back
I look up to the sky
As they fill me with pride
Down at the concrete at the hard road ahead
Side to side to see people move on with their lives
And I look to my heart that says at least I tried
Then to my mind which is asking why I still torture myself I don't
I'm sick Iif her pain
On the real I should be ashamed
Because I truly thought I was always first place buy I keep looking at the sky she lied
She ain't my ride or die
She was only a partner in crime
But what does that matter when there is no crime to commit
Nothing
But shit
So ima look up at my future possibilities
Because my opportunities are branching
Unlike my energy
As I become weak and weary
Shaky and ready for breaking
She took my soul grim reaper but my body's never fading
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
