To Give into Fear

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I SIT IN BED
LOOKING FOR ERRORS IN MY HEAD
SOMETHING COULD HAVE BEEN DONE
SOMETHING COULD HAVE BEEN SAID

DO I STILL PUSH ON
OR DO I IGNORE THE FIGHT
THE EVIL SPIDER BIT ME
DO I GIVE INTO ITS BITE....

I am no spiderman
But a man spider , poisoned by
the stuff such as lies
The things that make me cry

And I shed tears
In front of no one
My cries silent like a snowy night
I don't want the attention

I want the solitude
Every hero craves
If the problem comes up again
I know to be brave

I am the savior
An anti hero if you would
a man spider
Hence why I fear them

The reality is
I'm afraid of myself
Who I can be come and if my limits are broken WHAT I become

Because the walls I make break
The head I once had shakes
I have arachnophobia
So man spider I became

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