My Insides Can't Be Saved

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The bell is ringing
The birds are chirping
In the endless fire
Their life wasn't working
They're demonic spawns
Straight otta heaven
I would say hell but that's not accurate
The bc eat people could be the worst to others
Perspective matters
So we judge each other
Ima superman
But I can't save everyone
My Louis lane
Will be eliminated
I'm not super enough
But still I must try
I strive to be a
Normal guy
Who can talk to people
Normally
Without a doubt of reason
While my heart beats
And can't feel the pulses
I can barely breathe
The goal of the world is to take EVERYTHING FROM ME
And at this point ima let it
Because I don't believe in the effort
If the world is against me
Then I will undertake its pressure
It can take all I have
No I will not kneel
I'm not the strongest guy
But I can't feel
My fingers cut open
My arms slashed
If I wwas driving I would define crash
The pain is unbearable as I begin to break the bonds and leave them open for new one's to be established
For I need no friends
Because I will always be alone at the end
I save lives daily
But minimal people
Notice MY issues
I bet they don't know I used to walk around with tissues
For my blood and tears life was like " Did you hear, there's this 1 kid named seven and he's so weird"
So when you talk about vulnerable I'm the one
You think the shell I'm in makes me tough?
That's funny, I'm the weakest around
if there was a kingdom for it I would hold the crown
So before you talk about me making you feel better
Remember
I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE SHIT wether your away or we're together
I can't help sometimes when I'm exhausted
Ima Clark Kent
So why be so hostile
The threats are nice
Me getting jumped even better
I deserve it
Simply because I'm not perfect
I bring hell on my shoulders
Flames as I touch people
I'm bad news
Maybe it's true that I am evil
Half of you reading this
And saying "WHY IS HE LYING"
This is how I feel and I'm done trying.....
Goodbye

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