Im no babysitter
Because I can't even watch myself
I only get friends when they find my wealth
Not the worth
And don't care about my health
So what am I to do
Because that's the only way I'm seen as cool
So let me stay silent
Before I cause a riot
Because all this bull make me wanna lose it and I ain't even tired
People getting my every metal twisted
And care so much that I'm known to pull the bitches
But I still dont care
I think it's unfair
That I should be judged by that and the clothes I wear
It gets me tight
Gets under my skin
Because if this is my case
I don't like the skin I'm in
So someone save me
My identity crisis
Is happening
I can't find myself
Even if I had a Google map
I'm stuck in my own mental cell
A cage persay but a replica of hell
And if this is the case I'd rather be in jail
Like c'mon son
Shoot me with that last shell
Because I'm gone
On the inside and the out
At one point I was the pinnacle of Jack's bean sprout
But like the giant I plummeted
Left the rats to stay rummaging
It's irrelevant and negative
But it needs to be said because it would fill the king of kings with dread
At that I'll see yah in the next life
Fuck the kids and the wife
I like to get rid of unimportance
So ima paint a portrait
At the end of the day
There's me myself and I
I'll tell u honestly
Fuck being shy
This is the prophecy
I don't need no one at this point I swear they need me
Because the end of the day
By my deathbed will only be me
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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoesiaMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...