Mind leaves loops and
Entanglement
Heart fragile like glass
And I'm prone to breaking it
My name is seven and there's no mistaking it
That I'm the worst and that feeling I'm always shaking it
It burns in my mind an imprint
Like I'm cattle but now I'm bent
To take all I learned
And use it
But I can't because I'm stupid
I can't do love if I don't love myself
You can't be rich if you don't have the wealth
A simple trend
A lesson learned in hell
For Satan was an angel
Before he fell
I can say all the negatives at once
But every time I hear it its a punch
I blind out my sadness with a nice smile
Making people think I'll be around awhile
And never fear
One day I'll disappear
I'll just be a memory
Like an alcoholics day with beer
And it's okay
My situation was a mistake
Now if I'm called fake
There was never truth
So don't hesitate
Crush my feelings
Break them
Rip them to a pulp
I'm empty on the inside
Can't remember even a jolt
My life is gonna end quick
So there's no reason to halt
When people treat me like a dog
But I promise I'm not bolt
So I sleep off the agony
Sleep off the pain
Sleep off my mind before I go insane
Sleep off conversations
Because there's nothing to tell
Why should anyone love me if I still don't love myself
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
