The pain you give me
Rips my skin cells clean
Out of my body
And removes the cutting in between oh how it burns
To watch what I had
With another man
This was apart of your plan
Now I'm over it
But it took away the innocence
That lied deep in my heart that I contacted for reconnaissance
But let's not mention it
But before it made my stomach
Queasy
Arms shaky
And my attitude uneasy
We are all monsters but I
The creator of a shebeast
So please forgive me
Seven died as a baby
Grew up into a man
Had no master plan
So I was soft like flan
Took in all the knowledge
That I was taught from gramps
He gave me the guide to be a true champ
I made a world of my desire I reap what I sow
My independent empire
If I worked hard I coulda made it higher
But I have realized that I had to pay the piper
Before another art infestation of my organ systems invades my membrane
Now I'm insane
Don't know how to be at bay
I'm in the ocean
Vast space
Drowning under the oxygen
That's placed
One day
I may suffocate
And I must say before its too late
That you own I'm second place ,okay?
Torture me I like the pain
You hate the one you love so for my sake keep hating me so I can feed off that we don't feel the same and I mean that
So ima stay on track, ima get things done
And when I become a monster
I suggest you run because no one will be safe
From my anger induced rage
At the end of the day my funeral will be closed cased
You killed me.....
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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoezjaMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
