Why did you leave me, why do you seek toys
Why was I the last to find out about your new boy
I carved I love you in the very pizza box that you ate out of
I've heard of tough love but never of love that rough
Why did the people I fucked over comfort me that day,
I threw my knife across the terrace as I broke, which if you didn't know now your late
I left you.... can't believe you said that
I FUCKING CLEANED YOUR HOUSE, TOOK CARE OF YOUR SIBLINGS, BOUGHT YOU WHAT YOU NEEDED, COMPLEX AND SIMPLE THINGS, YET PLEASE BABY PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME, I DID ALL THAT FOR YOU.... but what did you do for me... You left me on your birthday, a gift to yourself I guess
I lost the urge to fight
And lost the urge to rest
I stopped eating, sleeping , almost even breathing, have you even looked at my right arm, the habits I picked up? Oh wait after that day you stopped giving a fuck my very existence my fluids in your system no matter mattered and as my blood splattered all I have learned is that you truly aren't shit, because you left me asking why and making lists, my heart in shambles I really can't believe that I was once your Adam and you once my eve, but you found a sexy snake and now your acting fake, at least now I can say , you never loved me Anyway
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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PuisiMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
