My fear is here
And I caused it
What do I do
When I come to see I was never flawless
I'm left in fractions
Huddled in the walls
Until I get a phone call
Not even a call
More of my hesitant breathing
Chlostrophobia kicking in
My sneezing from allergies
As I'm weeping
From a dream I had....
A nightmare....
I killed my best friend....
I don't know what that even means
How do I approach with that ?
My thoughts were bad yes unclean
I never said I would do it
It was a dream....
Hopefully....
I hope so
I wish so.....
SOMEONE TELL ME SO....
I've already lost so much
that I'd rather be the one to die
I deprive myself
The amount of times I've cried myself ....
The amount of lies to myself
Make me question who is myself...
Because he is not me...
It just cannot be ...
I don't fucking understand
My thoughts are not in the palm of my hand
Makes me sit back and whisper damn
Ima puppet to the fear
They make me adhere
As they creep near
I pretend there not there
But now I'm just...... so .. so .. scared
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
