She's crying
And it's all my fault
while I sit here and think complacent thoughts
Trying to process the fruits of my labor
Me and her breaking up was the best favor
I could of given
I know I was drunk
But oh so driven
To drive her away
Make her want to stop living
All because I couldn't control my feelings
Alcohol no excuse
I want to hide my pain
Batman and Bruce
But I hurt her
We formed a truce
To tell everything
And I broke the rules
Now I sit here with a smirk
Still knowing that she's hurt
Disregarding all I said
I can't believe I'm still not dead
Kai we both know of the sin
Around February
That made us kin
Even with complacency
I don't ask how'd this happen to me
I just hear
All of the tears
Strolling down her cheek
I fucked up so there's nothing to say
So don't complain
Don't get mad
It's all my fault
You should be glad
No longer blame
Yourself for pain
It is all mine
And it'll forever be the same
After all, I've always been
The creator of all sins
I raise hell as I've been told
And now it's time to let this unfold
And I sit with a choked throat
And I sit with tears streaming oh so slow
It's my fault and I should've let you known
That this is why I hate myself so
So cry with me , everything is fine
Because I didn't deserves that title of mine
And so nyashia can't you see
The fucked up shit I've done to you and me
Complacent sins
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoesieMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
