Looking out to the moonlight
Would be happy with a white line
Would be happy with what feels right
But Girl, I haven't felt right
My mind is losing its pieces
My former dark thoughts are retreating
I should be in shambles, I should be depressed but I've been waiting for you to leave me
I knew that it was going to happen
So when you told me I got a laugh in
I drank my tears, covered my ears so my feelings wouldn't entrap me
All these years you felt trapped... me?
All these years I felt glad....
We
Pushed together, but not forever and now you're an Angel with big wings..... I.....
Died inside
Met an afterlife
Found an aftermath
In a simple crisis
Lost the feeling
No need for crying
No time for any whinning
So I contemplate
And articulate
All of my mistakes
To avoid again
A new life lesson
Things aren't forever
And things happen again
Fell asleep in my bed
My hand still looking red
What it takes me
When she breaks me
Or rather my heart instead
I'm not hurt I'm super happy
I'm free now who's gonna stop me
I'm like an open soda with no gas,
There's no reason to cap me
Uzi told me this is how life goes
When you love her too much to a point where you wish you never met her
I hate regretting my choices
But sometimes I think that would've been better
She would be happy and so would I too
I know how I feel baby I still ______ you
But the word has gone blank when I see you come through
Cause I can't use it without thinking of you
So go be happy go be glad
It's what I want
Get a man do stuff just please don't flaunt
Text me write me call me video me to talk
I just need some of your time
Because my brain can't wrap these lines that life WILL go on so in reality you were never mine
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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
