I tried
To live on
It killed me slowly
Destroys my bonds
I thought it was over
I thought the cremation
Would allow me to forget
The burning sensation fills my chest
And I feel like I don't wanna live again
I'm not fine
When I heard
Through media
That I lost my half too
I asked if it was over
My inner demons weep
I put on a smile
On the third degree
I lay on top of the sheets
On the second degree
And now cry silently
On the first degree
Until the flames consume me....
Grandpa...I miss you...why'd you leave ...
I'm not fine
When you left
And thought that it'd be best if I pushed on
When I can't
I'm weak
The burning
Controlling my mind
Making me think what I wouldn't dare
The depression kicks in like a drug
Can't even eat certain foods
Almost cried at brunch....
Is it over yet?
I'm scared to open my heart so I close it and open my body rather than my mind....
Creating crimes....
It should be over...
I'm stuck in my cave
Engulfed in all the flames
Consumed by the dread
Of not being able to see u again
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A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
ŞiirMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
