I should of ran away
I should have sat down and marked up my face
Leave myself like chucky , child's play
Tugging on my heart string like it's a game
I used to push you on a swing
Let you move while I would rap and sing
But apparently your a slave
And now for me you have distaste
And you
I took your virginity
That was a sin of me
I jumped the gun
You feel unappreciated
Even though I try to show you when I feel elated
After all the shit I been put through
Happy days won't always exist
At one point with you I wanted kids
And same with you
Both of you so stop
My heart was divided
Deal with it
My boi said " bitches ain't shit" and I rolled with it
Because unlike him I thought I found prayed for you to come back home safe
Then you came back.I'm shreds and say one night you love me the next you hate me I don't fucking get it
I wanna go crazy then I can escape the reality we create because my mind is in more shambles than a broken vase
And you, I'm tired
Beaten
Broken down
Give me a break
Your the reason why I smile
Accept that shit
Instead of asking why it's only sometime
I think you are the reason why my sunshines and she's my moonlight reminding me to go to sleep
So now I'm an insomniac
And Ima cease to eat
I should of killed myself in February should have never dated shani back in January
I should have drowned myself in the bathroom
I will never be a groom
I will die young , be alone, gain wealth
As long as I listen to myself
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PuisiMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
