It hurts...
The pain is unbearable
emotions becomes bonds and we swear there untearable
Torture becomes daily and u know its unfailable
to see Ur once given smile fade into something terrible
The joy u used to feel towards me is now unobtainable
So I watch from the sidelines after I'm left in shambles
Like glass off a car or broken wine bottles
I remember the times where I'd kiss u and wed doddle
Now we look at each other and fake it out like models
I can't take it no more it hurts so much
I think I've had it but I haven't had enough
Because Ur always on mind
Yes all the fucking time
Without Ur voice in my head
I wouldnt be able to rhyme
And now I'm sinking 10 feet below the rimes
Since I refused to paddle and I can't see from my eyes
Their red swollen sleep deprived
Lost count how many times I cried
As I see other couples pass by In the light
Realizing that I'm not meant to shine and I stare and wonder why
it must be me to suffer destroying all my pride
The sins my actions commit urge me to be crucified
Staked to a plank
Just left to die
They say everything will be Ok but its all lies
Give it 1 chance they said but what happens when u tried
And nothing happens as always and it goes on like pi
Frustration and worry hitting u at the same time
And u laying down can't close Ur eyes wondering if ur out of time
Fuck being a rapper In god we trust and he to these lines
On which I preach because it hurts as I die
Forever broken and shattered all inside
I swear a replacement did u just fine
As I bid u adiue
As I walk away from u
It hurts so much that I can't tell what's fairly true
And besides that simple fact
My mind surely cannot relax
So plz hit off the switch so i cant hit u Back
YOU ARE READING
A COLLECTION OF MY FEELINGS
PoetryMy own poetry which I use to express myself. I sometimes feel like I'm not supposed to be on planet Earth and all my life I have to cope with these different choices and scenarios that do more harm than help. It is up to me to push through it, but I...
