Nagising ako na masakit ang buo kong katawan.
I stood dazed and confused.
What had just happened, I thought I was dreaming. I prayed I was dreaming.
Suddenly I felt a bit damp on my womanhoód.
It was real!
I burst into tears nang maalala ko ang nang...
Nakangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan kong natutulog ang asawa ko.
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Hindi ko alam kung gaano na ako katagal na nakatitig sa kanya at panaka-naka kong hinahaplos ang malaki niyang tiyan.
Napaka-peaceful at napakaganda niyang tignan and there's this sweet innocence about her while sleeping.
I bet something like 90% of the folks who spend much time watching their lovers sleep are female. Now, I know why they keep on doing that. May kakaiba kasing sayang nararamdaman.
While watching Chequi sleep, she wasn't wearing any forced expression or any smiles from jokes or frowns from stress or any mask at all. She was just her, totally relaxed, so calm and adorable.
There's something innately attractive about that tranquil moment when the woman I love the most is asleep, utterly serene and trusting. I'm allowed next to her, to watch her freely and to hold her as she sleeps.
Sometimes, I wake up in the middle of the night and see Chequi sleeping and I can't help but to look at her and my heart warms up and I give her a kiss and watch her subconscious react. Just like the way I feel when I see a baby or a puppy sleeping. It's a very primitive feeling. Napaka-vulnerable niya kasing tignan habang natutulog siya ng mahimbing.
When she sleep, I can really observe her without a fight or an explanation. And there's something thrilling about watching her like a stolen moment only can enjoy.
I used to watch my wife sleep all the time. I used to think she's the best and most beautiful thing I ever saw. Naaaliw akong pagmasdan ang napakaamo niyang mukha, ang matiwasay niyang paghinga and most of all, she looks so lovely lalo na at dala niya ang bunga ng aming pagmamahalan.
I keep on asking myself: how the hell did I get her to be with me? Until now, I can't still believe that she's mine. Mine alone.
Dumukwang ako para halikan ang mamula-mula niyang mga labi
"Aray!" Daing ko. Hindi pa dumadampi ang mga bibig ko, bumaon na ang mga kuko ng asawa ko sa kanang braso ko. Pinangangatawanan na niya talaga ang tawag ko sa kanyang kitten kasi parang pusa na siya kung makakalmot.
"Masakit?" Tanong niya.
"Hindi kitten. Parang balahibo nga lang ng peacock ang dumapo sa balat ko. Nakiliti nga ako eh." Pagsisinungaling ko. Kasi ba naman, kapag sinabi ko na masakit, inaakusahan ko daw siya ng 'assault'.
"Are you hungry now? Do you want breakfast in bed?" Masuyo kong tanong. Walang kakurap-kurap kong pinagmasdan ang mukha niya.
Many people think that a woman often looks her best when she wakes up, with hair messy and eyes drowsy and no make-up. Sang-ayon ako doon. Kasi naba-bato-balani ako sa hitsura ng asawa ko kapag bagong gising siya.
