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changkyun | tomorrow

You looked around the classroom, searching for your lover. He wasn't any where in sight and your hopes gave up.

He didn't know he was your lover, but you felt he was. Your feelings for him had become so strong that you sometimes forget you're only friends. Best friends to be exact but he never showed signs of any type of passion for you.

You were friend zoned it felt like. But it was hard to accept it.

You slowly got up from your seat, the bell hadn't rung yet so you walked into the hallway and looked for him. He still wasn't anywhere in sight.

You suddenly got an idea and started walking quickly down the hallway.

You knew one place he'd be at, he always goes there when he's upset about something, to afraid to show any emotion around you.

You climbed the stairs to the top floor and opened the steel door at the top, leading to the roof.

Sure enough, Changkyun was there, laying on the paved roof, looking up at the brightened sky, eyes closed. You saw that the breeze ruffled his dark brown hair.

"Changkyun?" You leaned over him.

"Hm?" He said, his eyes still closed. He recognized your voice.

"What are you doing?" You asked lightly, sitting down next to his laid out form.

"Trying to relax." He simply replied.

"Your parents again?"

"When is it not?" His voice suddenly had some bitterness to it.

You sighed,"Mian hae Kyunnie."

He laughed softly, making you look at him, alittle flushed in the face.

"Can I rant?" He slowly open his eyes.

"Go for it, I won't stop you." You secretly enjoyed his rants, you loved it when he would tell you things and you'd be the only one to know.

He trusted you that much to know about his life. He didn't used to be like that, when he first came to your school, he was shy, introverted and lonely. He always wanted to be alone, he still does but his shell has broken since then.

"Am I too...in the way?"

"What do you mean?"

"My dad.." He paused,"He said I'm in he way. But how? What does that even mean? I'm always in my room when their actually home, so how am I in the way? How am I a burden to them?"

"Your not, Changkyun. You never will be, it's just them. Maybe their stressed out?"

"Stressed out? Then if that's the case, they've been stressed out since I was three." He spit the words out so fast that they were filled with venom.

"Mian hae.."

"Stop saying that." He sighed,"Don't be sorry for a life that isn't yours, it's not your fault."

He looked up at you again, and lifted a hand to shield the sun away from his dark colored eyes.

You stared at him, almost lost in his orbs,"I just want you to be happy."

"I'm trying." He said, smiling before closing his eyes,"You know what you'll never see again?"

You thought hard about it before replying,"No, what?"

"Yesterday."

You thought about what he said and nodded, understanding,"Ohh."

"That's why I'm always trying to make the most of my time. I try to plan ahead, for tomorrow. My future."

"Wow, I didn't know you thought that way." You admired his figure as he laid there, almost perfectly outlined by the brightness of the sun.

"I want you to be with me. Your the only thing I look forward to everyday. I don't want to wake up and your gone, just like yesterday. Never to be seen again. So let's make a future of our own."

You looked down at him, surprised and almost numb. You had a hard time trying to make what he said process in your mind. Almost like it was written in a different language and you had to translate it.

"C-Changkyun?"

He opened his eyes again and made eye contact,"Let's be together, today and every tomorrow after that."

"I'd...love too." You started smiling and looked away, embarrassed.

"Let's make the most out of us, so that when yesterday is lost, tomorrow will bring a new memory."