[✓] monsta x » imagines {b1}

jookyun {boyxboy}

Requested by: @MonstaXJooKyun

///

"It's him or me." Jooheon's eyes were cold and he crossed his arms over his chest. "You can't have it both ways anymore. You have to choose." He made sure his voice was steady. He was nervous, anxious that he might not be picked.

"But Jooheon, don't do this to me." Brown eyes pleading. "You...You said you were okay with this...Please don't make me choose...I love you both." The last words came out as only a whisper and Changkyun looked down at his hands folded in his lap.

His insides were twisting and his heart was hurting, he did not want to do this. He loved his hyung with his whole heart and he didn't think he would be able to survive without Jooheon beside him. The other had managed to sneak by his defenses though and crawl his way under his skin and refused to let go. His eyes looked at his lover when he realized he had started talking again.

"I thought I could handle it, I really did but I can't." Jooheon clenched and unclenched his fists before dropping them to his sides. "He's always around, everywhere I look I see reminders of him. I can't stand the way he's constantly draped on or around you, making it so that you're out of my reach and the way there's traces of him in our bed makes me literally sick." Jooheon was starting to lose his composure,"Changkyun. I'm sorry but I can't share, not with him...I want to make you happy...I'd do almost anything but I can't do this.

Changkyun searched for the right words but inside he gripped the thin sheets around his body.

"I can't lose you..I fought to get you as mine and now that I have you there's no way that I'll let you go." The maknae looked at Joohoen hoping that he believed him. "I'll walk him out, get him another place to stay for now." Changkyun would miss his playfulness and warmth but Jooheon was more important.

"Really? You choose me?" His eyebrow rose in what seemed like surprise.

"Off course I choose you hyung! Did you really expect me not to? You think that little of me?" The words came out as a low growl.

"No I don't doubt you...It's just I know how much you wanted him here when you found him." Jooheon walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed, his hand hovering over Changkyun's skin before lowering to touch his shoulder. "I'm sorry to take this from you."

"It's okay, there was never even a chance that I wouldn't choose you."

Suddenly the object of their discussion returned to the bedroom, all slinky movements and golden green speckled eyes. Jooheon's eyes narrowed and his whole body tensed. His throat swelled up and the sneezing came instantly and when he turned back to his lover, he knew his eyes were red and runny.

"Seriously pabo...the cat has to go."