~How I Want To Be Part 2 - Auto Pilot ~

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There's no speaking now,

for I'm almost there,

to that special place,

where I won't care.

I'm almost in that place,

where I won't have to face,

my feeling's anymore.

Numbness is setting in,

Indifference is taking me over,

I'm starting to shut down,

and drown everything out.

Now I won't have to care,

about anyone and me,

Now I won't have to declare,

when I'm lonely because I won't be.

I'm about to go on auto-pilot,

I'll see you when I get back.

Of course you might not be there,

but I won't blame you at all,

If I can leave you,

then you can leave me as well.

I won't be your friend,

I'll just be nobody, anonymous,

Finally I don't have to pretend,

that my feeling's aren't fading,

finally it's all coming to an end.

That heart I had,

It's a frozen block,

that aching pain it's had,

it's completely numbed,

only emptiness now.

I'm about to go on auto-pilot,

see you when I get back.

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