How I want to be
Can you run so far, that you stop thinking?
Can you work so hard, that you stop worrying?
Can you be alone for so long, that you stop speaking?
Can you hurt so bad, that you stop feeling?
Can you imagine it?
Not wanting to think or speak.
Not wanting to feel anything for anyone.
Thats how I feel sometimes.
Yet I'm in love with someone.
I have friends who I worry about.
Some people get me talking for hours on end.
And thinking?
That usually keeps me awake at night.
Whats the point?
Whats the point in emotions?
Exactly, there is no point.
Some thoughts that go through my head, confuse me.
I don't like being confused.
It should scare me,
having no motivation.
Lately I don't know what motivates me,
To socialize, to work hard,
To be happy.
I don't want to be happy.
I don't want to be anything.
I used to be like this a long time ago,
I think its coming back again.
I think this time its won't go away.
This time, If I lose my friends and my boyfriend,
If I let my grades fall and my appearance crumble,
I won't care.
At all.
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Enter My Wonderland
Poetry(Every one of these poems has a story behind them, whether if their from my life, or just a story) These poem's that you may or may not read, have no theme. Some hold my thoughts, my views on life, some are purely imagination. So please read away an...
