Enter My Wonderland

~ Always Worse ~

A poem that I've written about myself :)

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They say if you love someone, set them free,

ignore your new friend, the lonely.

Pain makes you strong,

hardens your skin,

and cools your mind.

Tell yourself,

you're not that person anymore,

fine, run and be afraid,

but you have to come back someday,

and face what you made.

I've been living for 15 years,

and there have been many things,

that have reduced me to childish tears,

but today I feel blank,

and I don't know who to thank,

for making me this way.

I knew life would be different,

when I moved here,

I knew who I was,

I knew what I had,

and nothing ever made me mad.

I've have to let go of a lot of someone's

people I knew for years,

people who were there for me,

when I was reduced,

to those childish tears.

I've set a lot of someone's free,

and I embraced the crippling lonely.

I'm just glad my eyes are still blue,

my skin still pale,

my hair still brown,

my voice still quiet.

When you change,

you don't realize it,

for better or for worse,

though always worse,

for the person who has to watch