CrushMate [COMPLETED]

Chapter 53

FIFTY-THREE

Patricia's POV

"Patricia, can I have another request?"

Sinubukan kong ipikit yung mata ko pero hindi pa din ako makatulog. Paulit-ulit na pumapasok sa isip ko yung sinabi ni Zayn.

"Ayokong nasasaktan ka pero ayoko ding nasasaktan si Sophia. Please Pat, forgive her. Patawarin mo na siya."

Is it that hard to forgive? Bakit hindi ko magawa? Tuwing nakikita ko si Sophia, naaalala ko yung ginawa niya. How could she do that to me? We've been bestfriends for 10 years and how could she be an asshole? Sorry for the word, but that's it. That's how I feel.

But after all... I miss her.

I miss her so much. Kahit na may galit ako sa kanya, I know deep inside, I still love her. She's always been so special to me. Kami kami yung laging magkakasama and she's part of my life. No matter how big or small yung kasalanang ginawa niya, she will always have a special space in my heart. And I hate that fact. Dahil kahit na galit na galit na ko sa kanya, nangingibabaw pa rin lahat ng pinagsamahan namin noon.

Just like other friendships, hindi din naman perfect ang friendship namin ni Sophia. Nag-aaway, nagkakatampuhan at hindi din kami nagkakapansinan minsan. But I can say na ito na siguro ang pinakamalalang nangyari sa'min. Damn it. I never expected na magkakaganito kami just because of a guy.

Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng pag-iisip nang biglang magring yung cellphone ko. Using my right hand, inabot ko ito na nakapatong sa mini shelf beside my bed. Without looking on the screen, sinagot ko yung call.

"Hello?"

No one answered.

"Hello???"

Matagal bago siya sumagot. "P-Pat... I-It's me..."

Napaupo ako sa kama. "Ken?!"

"Y-Yeah."

"Oh? Napatawag ka?"

"W-Wala lang."

"May problema ba?"

"Nothing."

"Are you okay?"

"Y-Yeah."

"Are you sure?"

"Y-Yeah." kumunot yung noo ko. Ken's voice is weird.

"Ken are you drunk?" Hindi na siya sumagot. "Ken nasan ka?"

"Look out."

"What?"

"Your window. Look out." tumayo ako sa kama at sumilip sa bintana ng kwarto ko. I can see someone standing in front of our gate.

"Ken is that you?"

"Y-Yeah."

It's already 11 pm and tulog na ang lahat. Well, my Dad is not here because he's at work. Si Mommy, walang pasok. I went to my mom's room to check her and when I saw that she's already sleeping, saka lang ako pumunta sa gate. I don't really know if this is a nice idea pero pinapasok ko si Ken. Amoy alak siya.

"Why did you bring me in your room?"

"Lower your voice Ken. Katabi lang natin ang room nila Mom." Humiga siya sa kama ko. "What the heck are you thinking?! Bakit ka naman naglasing?!"

He answered me while he's looking at the ceiling. "I'm not drunk."

"Liar. You are."

"Hindi. Nakainom lang ako pero hindi ako lasing."